|TheComfortCorner| v.2

[Lake Petal]

I swore I would never use this thread again; but I have to.

My life is over.

Why does it always end this way? Me accidentally finding out more then I ever wanted to know. I spent hours trying to help her out of her states of misery. I gifted her Sorbs, Grinners.. Heck I even let her borrow my Rose dog. I took time off school when she wanted to die to make sure she was alright. I started to save up all my money to come and visit her in her state, across the world... Thats about 2,500 NZD. What do I get?

'Go to hell. I hate you. I wish I could hit you at least, or make you uncomfortable. The way you treat me is almost as repulsive as when you try to make a move on me. I swear, if not for being under oath, I'd have ripped you apart by now. But I guess I can't, because you have all them on your beck and call if I misbehave and violate the oath. Stupid deal."

I'm not sure weather to cry, be enraged, or just sigh and go "This is the way it always is". I've lost everyone now. Everything I tried to fight for, everyone I tried to love.

Then later, when I confronted her: "Please... I... I just didn't know how to tell you...", "I never wanted you to be hurt, I didn't want you to go it alone because you were having such a hard time.." Pity. That's all it is. All it damned is. It always was.

Well user. Thank you for showing me how little everyone cares.

I hope your happy.

[zakki]

I swore I would never use this thread again; but I have to.

My life is over.

Why does it always end this way? Me accidentally finding out more then I ever wanted to know. I spent hours trying to help her out of her states of misery. I gifted her Sorbs, Grinners.. Heck I even let her borrow my Rose dog. I took time off school when she wanted to die to make sure she was alright. I started to save up all my money to come and visit her in her state, across the world... Thats about 2,500 NZD. What do I get?

'Go to hell. I hate you. I wish I could hit you at least, or make you uncomfortable. The way you treat me is almost as repulsive as when you try to make a move on me. I swear, if not for being under oath, I'd have ripped you apart by now. But I guess I can't, because you have all them on your beck and call if I misbehave and violate the oath. Stupid deal."

I'm not sure weather to cry, be enraged, or just sigh and go "This is the way it always is". I've lost everyone now. Everything I tried to fight for, everyone I tried to love.

Then later, when I confronted her: "Please... I... I just didn't know how to tell you...", "I never wanted you to be hurt, I didn't want you to go it alone because you were having such a hard time.." Pity. That's all it is. All it damned is. It always was.

Well user. Thank you for showing me how little everyone cares.

I hope your happy.

Oh my gosh you poor thing *big bear hug*

[LuvFinnick123]

I swore I would never use this thread again; but I have to.

My life is over.

Why does it always end this way? Me accidentally finding out more then I ever wanted to know. I spent hours trying to help her out of her states of misery. I gifted her Sorbs, Grinners.. Heck I even let her borrow my Rose dog. I took time off school when she wanted to die to make sure she was alright. I started to save up all my money to come and visit her in her state, across the world... Thats about 2,500 NZD. What do I get?

'Go to hell. I hate you. I wish I could hit you at least, or make you uncomfortable. The way you treat me is almost as repulsive as when you try to make a move on me. I swear, if not for being under oath, I'd have ripped you apart by now. But I guess I can't, because you have all them on your beck and call if I misbehave and violate the oath. Stupid deal."

I'm not sure weather to cry, be enraged, or just sigh and go "This is the way it always is". I've lost everyone now. Everything I tried to fight for, everyone I tried to love.
*hugs* You are such a good person for trying to help and hopefully they'll realize that. Things will get better <3 We're all here for you and if you want to talk about it more or ever need anything, feel free to PM me. You did the right thing trying to help.
Then later, when I confronted her: "Please... I... I just didn't know how to tell you...", "I never wanted you to be hurt, I didn't want you to go it alone because you were having such a hard time.." Pity. That's all it is. All it damned is. It always was.

Well user. Thank you for showing me how little everyone cares.

I hope your happy.

[leblanc]

one of my best Internet friends has quit the website i met her on.
she was actually my very first friend on that site, and she would always be there when i was sad. she and i were really good friends with each other.
then, she started getting cyber bullied. i was by her side(metaphorically, of course) and she would be by mind through everything. i even reported anyone who bullied her, yet it didn't seem to work; she was still bullied.
then she put up a blog post saying
"What do u think?
K guys, plz tell me exactly what u think of me here. I dont care whether u put down saying that u dont like me, just put it down. If theres anything i can improove on plz put it down too. Tnx xx"
i reply with the below, and not a single comment on there is hateful.
"How dare you! Your the most amazing person I know on here! If anybody''s putting you down just tell me, I''ll all ways be here xx"
but a month later, she quits. simply quits.
"Im quitting. I will keep this blog up here tho ...) Never forget me guys, ill never forget u xxxx"
and here i am, all sad because my only friend on that website is gone, the others all never come on anyways.
i feel like i am begging for attention... maybe i should just stop. i am sorry.
this just makes me utterly heartbroken that people would cause my bff to quit... </3
i originally posted this on the things that annoy you thread, but deleted it because i felt it went here instead.
thanks for consideration if you do read this.

[honee bee]

one of my best Internet friends has quit the website i met her on.
she was actually my very first friend on that site, and she would always be there when i was sad. she and i were really good friends with each other.
then, she started getting cyber bullied. i was by her side(metaphorically, of course) and she would be by mind through everything. i even reported anyone who bullied her, yet it didn't seem to work; she was still bullied.
then she put up a blog post saying
"What do u think?
K guys, plz tell me exactly what u think of me here. I dont care whether u put down saying that u dont like me, just put it down. If theres anything i can improove on plz put it down too. Tnx xx"
i reply with the below, and not a single comment on there is hateful.
"How dare you! Your the most amazing person I know on here! If anybody''s putting you down just tell me, I''ll all ways be here xx"
but a month later, she quits. simply quits.
"Im quitting. I will keep this blog up here tho ...) Never forget me guys, ill never forget u xxxx"
and here i am, all sad because my only friend on that website is gone, the others all never come on anyways.
i feel like i am begging for attention... maybe i should just stop. i am sorry.
this just makes me utterly heartbroken that people would cause my bff to quit... </3
i originally posted this on the things that annoy you thread, but deleted it because i felt it went here instead.
thanks for consideration if you do read this.

I know what it's like losing a great friend. *Hugs and hands over a huge plate of cookies* It really hurts if you lose a really great online friend. You have no information to keep in touch. I'm so sorry.

[nightbeat]

I swore I would never use this thread again; but I have to.

My life is over.

Why does it always end this way? Me accidentally finding out more then I ever wanted to know. I spent hours trying to help her out of her states of misery. I gifted her Sorbs, Grinners.. Heck I even let her borrow my Rose dog. I took time off school when she wanted to die to make sure she was alright. I started to save up all my money to come and visit her in her state, across the world... Thats about 2,500 NZD. What do I get?

'Go to hell. I hate you. I wish I could hit you at least, or make you uncomfortable. The way you treat me is almost as repulsive as when you try to make a move on me. I swear, if not for being under oath, I'd have ripped you apart by now. But I guess I can't, because you have all them on your beck and call if I misbehave and violate the oath. Stupid deal."

I'm not sure weather to cry, be enraged, or just sigh and go "This is the way it always is". I've lost everyone now. Everything I tried to fight for, everyone I tried to love.

Then later, when I confronted her: "Please... I... I just didn't know how to tell you...", "I never wanted you to be hurt, I didn't want you to go it alone because you were having such a hard time.." Pity. That's all it is. All it damned is. It always was.

Well user. Thank you for showing me how little everyone cares.

I hope your happy.

listen here okay!!
that person was never your friend, and what they said was very hurtful. i honestly can't believe someone would say that to a human being.. wow. just wow.
there's a lot of people in the world who care and /would never/ say those things to you. if you really need someone to talk to, then you can always message me. c: i understand why you feel betrayed, because honestly i would start sobbing if someone said something like that to me. words hurt and i wish people could understand that. *hugs tightly* <33

one of my best Internet friends has quit the website i met her on.
she was actually my very first friend on that site, and she would always be there when i was sad. she and i were really good friends with each other.
then, she started getting cyber bullied. i was by her side(metaphorically, of course) and she would be by mind through everything. i even reported anyone who bullied her, yet it didn't seem to work; she was still bullied.
then she put up a blog post saying
"What do u think?
K guys, plz tell me exactly what u think of me here. I dont care whether u put down saying that u dont like me, just put it down. If theres anything i can improove on plz put it down too. Tnx xx"
i reply with the below, and not a single comment on there is hateful.
"How dare you! Your the most amazing person I know on here! If anybody''s putting you down just tell me, I''ll all ways be here xx"
but a month later, she quits. simply quits.
"Im quitting. I will keep this blog up here tho ...) Never forget me guys, ill never forget u xxxx"
and here i am, all sad because my only friend on that website is gone, the others all never come on anyways.
i feel like i am begging for attention... maybe i should just stop. i am sorry.
this just makes me utterly heartbroken that people would cause my bff to quit... </3
i originally posted this on the things that annoy you thread, but deleted it because i felt it went here instead.
thanks for consideration if you do read this.

okAy yoU SHOULD LISTEN UP TOO
did you ever get her email or anything else you could contact her on? even if you don't, ask! she still might come by the website before leaving it entirely.
the world sucks and wow people really don't know when to stop. if you can't get a hold of her, i'm really sorry. things like this happen, and the most you can do is cope. a lost friendship isn't easy to get by.. but what i suggest is writing down all your memories and putting them on your wall!! that way you can remember all the fun things you've done in the past, rather than the fact she left you. c: but honestly i just really hope you can catch her. uwu good luck on that!!
oh and britain yo this isn't anywhere near attention begging ok. i understand how this hurts alright!! it's not something you can just roll your eyes to.

[greeenspice]

I just deleted everything I said

I hate myself

Go die, myself.

[orpheus.]

This sounds so stupid.
But I wanna cry and die.

First, my period hasn't come this month. I'm scared I'm pregnant. I'm not a slut or anything, never slept with ANYONE, but when my dad and I went to a hotel before I went to another country I woke up in the middle of the night in a weird position and I think my dad might've ... Uh... Done something. Idk. It sounds so stupid, but I swear he was disappointed when there were two beds in our hotel room. He was like aww I wanted to sleep with you. ACDNDHGZLDFGUGCLKPYEOEUPDASHD Yes, I have a perv dad. I'm so young if I'm pregnant I swear bad things will happen.

AND I TRUSTED HIM WITH MY HAMSTERS AT HOME BECAUSE HE DOESNT GO ON VACATION WITH ME. SO HE STAYED HOME TO FREAKING TAKE CARE OF MY LIFE LINE, NOT damn KILL THEM.
HE MESSED UP THEIR ENTIRE CAGES
DOESNT KNOW HOW TO CLEAN UP AFTER THEM
DID NOT READ THE HANDWRITTEN 9 PAGE BOOKLET ON HOW TO TAKE CARE OF THEM
I SPENT FOUR DAYS WRITING THAT
WHEN I COULD'VE BEEN FREAKING STUDYING FOR THE EXAM I FAILED.
This is why I'm dying.

MY HAMSTERS ARE MY LIFE

IF THEY DIE, SO DO I. NO KIDDING.
They are the ONLY ones who's always been there for me.
I went insane when my first one died.

I REALLY REALLY WANNA THROW AND BREAK SOMETHING.
ESPECIALLY ME
or my dad.


I
HATE
MY
LIFE
.

Gosh. that sounds harsh, not stupid. ;n;
/huggles.
Same with me and my hamsters hamster, my oldest one died yesterday, I came back from my friend's house to see her lifeless in her nest, and now I'm afraid of leaving my new one (new meaning 2 months.)
I felt like curling up in my bed and rotting forever, but I'm going to try and deal with it the best way possible. ;n;

Goodluck on not being pregnant - maybe it's just a little late or something. I'm not really sure what to say but that would be damn stressful. ene

Plaster the booklet to your dad's face next time, then he'll have to read it. cx

[greeenspice]

This sounds so stupid.
But I wanna cry and die.

First, my period hasn't come this month. I'm scared I'm pregnant. I'm not a slut or anything, never slept with ANYONE, but when my dad and I went to a hotel before I went to another country I woke up in the middle of the night in a weird position and I think my dad might've ... Uh... Done something. Idk. It sounds so stupid, but I swear he was disappointed when there were two beds in our hotel room. He was like aww I wanted to sleep with you. ACDNDHGZLDFGUGCLKPYEOEUPDASHD Yes, I have a perv dad. I'm so young if I'm pregnant I swear bad things will happen.

AND I TRUSTED HIM WITH MY HAMSTERS AT HOME BECAUSE HE DOESNT GO ON VACATION WITH ME. SO HE STAYED HOME TO FREAKING TAKE CARE OF MY LIFE LINE, NOT damn KILL THEM.
HE MESSED UP THEIR ENTIRE CAGES
DOESNT KNOW HOW TO CLEAN UP AFTER THEM
DID NOT READ THE HANDWRITTEN 9 PAGE BOOKLET ON HOW TO TAKE CARE OF THEM
I SPENT FOUR DAYS WRITING THAT
WHEN I COULD'VE BEEN FREAKING STUDYING FOR THE EXAM I FAILED.
This is why I'm dying.

MY HAMSTERS ARE MY LIFE

IF THEY DIE, SO DO I. NO KIDDING.
They are the ONLY ones who's always been there for me.
I went insane when my first one died.

I REALLY REALLY WANNA THROW AND BREAK SOMETHING.
ESPECIALLY ME
or my dad.


I
HATE
MY
LIFE
.

Gosh. that sounds harsh, not stupid. ;n;
/huggles.
Same with me and my hamsters hamster, my oldest one died yesterday, I came back from my friend's house to see her lifeless in her nest, and now I'm afraid of leaving my new one (new meaning 2 months.)
I felt like curling up in my bed and rotting forever, but I'm going to try and deal with it the best way possible. ;n;

Goodluck on not being pregnant - maybe it's just a little late or something. I'm not really sure what to say but that would be damn stressful. ene

Plaster the booklet to your dad's face next time, then he'll have to read it. cx

Thank you for replying. I'm having cramps all of a sudden, this is the first time ever I'm so happy about it!! I HOPE IT'S MY PERIOD.

Yes I will superglue it to his face!!

[-_____-]

I had gotten used to my parents referring to my
fiance as "just one of my friends" when introducing her to others.
I had gotten used to my future mother-in-law referring to me as
her other daughter, rather than her daughter's lover.

What I had not gotten used to is hearing my fiance talking to
someone outside and answering with "oh, that's one of my friends.."
when questioned about who I am. What I am still not used to is how
she will barely even hold my hand in public, and how she pulls away if
she thinks people are looking.

I cannot helped to feel as if she is ashamed of our relationship. She
promises she isn't, but what gives? I want someone who is proud of what
we are. Is she not?

We are supposed to be getting married next summer...will I still be
"just a friend" after she becomes my wife?
This is going to bug me constantly.

So no one can give me any advice on the situation? Never been though something similar? ;u; No hugs?