I can't even??? Articulate??? How upset I am??????
damnit it hurts! Since we lost my cat Cookie I've had this hole in my heart because she was so young and it was so unexpected and the house was SO different after. Well this cat I've been taking care of for almost a week started mending that, he was so sweet and talkative like Cookie used to be and he curled up on my pillow around my head at night and we vetted him and flea combed him and named him and my WITCH of a neighbor called the cops claiming ownership of him and taking him while I was at school because she'd fed him a couple times since his owner died and abandoned him a few weeks ago. And the hole in my heart is open once more and is bleeding rather painfully and I can't stop crying I'm so freaking sad.


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