by Dumezil » Sun Apr 07, 2013 2:28 pm
I just feel so down right now.
I worked out extremely hard the other day and right now I'm so super freaking stiff that I can barely move because I haven't taken a rest day since then. Eleven hour work day where I stood the ENTIRE time and my toenails are currently shoved back into my toes and pads bleeding. Even though I work that long once or twice a week. Nasty other waitresses will do anything to screw you over for an extra dollar. Flashbacks and scenarios the entire day causing anxiety. Get home and go to share a laugh with my dad before crashing in bed and my mom wakes up long enough to scream at me from her bed about how disgusting and pathetic I am. Head upstairs slightly less smiley to find my laundry basket and entire closet dumped on my bed. Sorted through all of that, re-hung it, and right now just kind of sitting here.
Choking back that burning knot because there really is no reason for me to cry right now. I know I am just tired.
>.<