{ I just don't even know anymore, so much stuff is irking me right now it's not even funny.
Pretty much everyone sucks on Idol now. The only person that doesn't hurt my ears/make me want to flip tables is Angie Miller. The rest of them are all amateurs or terrible. It annoys me even more because I auditioned for this season! And I know that I'm better than some of these guys. It isn't just my pride anymore...they're all terrible singers and Nicki Minaj is a terrible judge and it's all going downhill so fast. I miss the old days. I miss Adam vs. Kris. I miss singers like Kelly and Carrie and Daughtry and Jordin and Katherine and Crystal. I miss when Ryan was actually funny. I miss the original judges panel. Especially Simon. I miss it all. I've been watching since second grade. My family used to gather around the TV in anticipation. Tonight, we were all begging my Dad to change the channel. It's probably not going to get another season.
My mom is having a really bad Psoriatic Arthritis flare, and we aren't going to be able to have the huge event we'd been planning. I was looking forward to it, and we made a huge event page for it on Facebook. Oh, well. Almost every one of our friends was busy anyway. I know it doesn't mean I don't have any friends just because they were busy, but maybe it's best that this got cancelled. I wish we could have gone, though. My mom put so much into this and now it isn't even going to happen.
A girl that is so jealous of me and drags me down whenever I see her in my Boot Camp on Tuesdays. I thought I'd gotten away from her but here she is in my life again. Just peachy. She's bullied me in the past and makes it a point to make sure I'm miserable. She has a lot more friends than I do and she doesn't deserve any of them. Of course, I try to let it roll off my back and keep a positive outlook. Sometimes that works and sometimes I think I'm just a big wimp and in ways I'm just as envious of her as she is of me. I'm still sore two days later, and it's not just my muscles that are worn out; my patience is too.
I guess I just needed to type all of that out. It's kind of liberating in a way. Basically I'm just feeling like crap and I need something to cheer me up, like a bunch of happy dancing bunnies or something, okay?
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