by The Great ME! » Sat Nov 17, 2012 3:18 pm
URGH.
Screw it.
I give up.
A year is long enough for someone to find the time for a little conversation once and a while, even if you are busy.
I wasn't being creepy or anything at all, I was talking to you and doing nice things because I thought you were a cool person and an awesome writer.
You replied to me a few times, and I even asked if I was bothering you at all to be sure I wasn't.
I've always been taught that it's good to network and make friends with people who have similar skills as me.
And to make and keep friends that are good people.
I even went out of my way to make a nice animated piece of art for your birthday. You were ecstatic saying that it couldn't have come at a better time and you were having a bad day before.
And then you were saying we'd talk again, maybe roleplay like what I asked the first time we talked.
And then you just go back to ignoring me, even though you logged in every day. Even though you read my emails.
You know what, sorry for trying to be nice. Sorry for thinking that you might be a decent friend.
It's not like I even ask for much.
A little casual conversation, some small talk, a simple "How are you today?" or a reply to me asking you that.
But nope, it's just too hard. There's just no time in a full year for that, apparently.
That or you just don't care, which I figure is the reason.
Now excuse me, while I go kick myself some more for actually trying to be nice and reach out to someone that I thought was cool. How presumptuous of me to think that of you. *offsite rant*
Why does it always feel like I'm the only one putting forth any effort into a relationship, even just with friends? =.=
Year of the RoosterNeat, organized, alert, perfectionist, scientific, responsible.
Can be critical, egotistical, rough, opinionated.
When it rains it pours
When the floodgates open
Brace your shores
That pressure don't care when it breaks your doors
Say "it's all you can take"
Better take some more
Cuz I know what it's like to test faith
Had my shoulders pressed with that weight
Stood up strong in spite of that hate
Night gets darkest right before dawn
What don't kill you makes you more strong
And I been waiting for it so long
~”Light That Never Comes”, Linkin Park