Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Shima Longtail]

Dear Jacob,
You are gay bur I don't feel alone anymore. You are happy for me and I'm happy for you. You support means I support you. Your support makes me feel better about my self. Also, thanks for supporting my transgender change. That makes me feel like I have a place in the world. :-]

Love your homosexual friend,
Shima

[noodle cat]

dear mike,
can you not. you're still eyeing me every time i get on the bus and you always angle yourself so you can see me.
its so creepy and i always feel awkward. then angry. you're lucky i don't stand up and punch you square in the nose.
im sorry for turning you down [not], but get over it, seriously.
no need to stare me down and glance at me all. the. time.
-emily
p.s. that thing you did on the bus two days ago was utter garbage. you sat in front of me, kept glancing back, then turned yourself so you could see me from the corner of your eye. but was that enough? no. as soon as the seat to my left opened up you sat there and acted like you were on your iPad. im sure you were taking pictures of me or something. please stop you creep before i speak up or smack you. k thanks.

[apollo.]

Hey girl,
We've been friends for a while, and what you don't know is that I hated you more than anyone else for a while. You bullied me constantly for 5 months, and I was literally counting the days until it was summer, and I could get away from you.

But then you changed, I didn't realize your life was so hard, and I'm really sorry about that. You lie all the time though, so I'm not sure what to believe. I know you're going through a tough time though, and from the bottom of my heart I am sorry. I think you're past that now though, and I'm super happy. Honestly I don't know how I forgave you, I gold grudges, and don't forgive easily, and you caused me so much pain. I watched you go through a lot more though, and although that's not an excuse for what you've done, I can understand why you did.

We're real good friends now, and I'm super glad you're through that bad part in your life, your actually happy now, and you stopped doing crazy stuff. I just want to say I love you, the thing you've always wanted me to say. I love you. Never leave me ok?
Love, your friend apollo.
Ps. I'll stop "flirting" with that guy now, you did call dibs.

[uguukun]

dear friend;
thanks for lifting up my self esteem today by calling me adorable.
you may have not have known it but it really did help. <3

[firedance101]

Dear person
I'm so annoyed,if not a bit hurt. There are things you know, but by all means don't do them and then complain. You honestly make no effort and it's gets old with me constantly making the effort. This is largely a reason I'm depressed. I have been picking this apart for a very long time,and I have it very much narrowed down to a few things, that is one of e'm..I have made enough excuses for you over the years. I can't anymore.

[Shima Longtail]

Dear pound,
I checked hours ago, and your still aren't open... :C

[myk]

dear parents,

please stop getting mad at me for everything i do. i ask a question and you freak out, i do something you tell me to and you freak out, like my bad im going to europe, if the payments were too much then you should of cancelled the trip. yeah i would of been upset but I would of gotten over it, nope instead you kept paying even though we barely have enough to get by and now youre mad and blamig me for everything like i'd rather not go to europe if we're having money problems but no you're all set on me going. also maybe you should realize that i have ears and i can hear, and you shouldnt call me names when im not any of them and i was just following what you told me to do.

thanks,
brooke.

[.:Jordan:.]

dear hussie, please dont end homestuck :3

[wepkir]

Dear 'friend',

Hmm. Not sure if I should still continue to call you close. You worry way too much for my liking. The constant questions, the whining....it's overwhelming and I hate it. R and B might be able to tolerate it, but I can't. I try, I truly do. But sometimes it gets on my nerves so much that I lash out. But you always ignore it. Sometimes, I think you're just plain oblivious to the fact that I think you're annoying at times. I know, this is harsh, cruel, and if you ever see this, you might hit me. But I'm a terribly honest person when alone, and guess who's alone? Yeah. You're funny, but you try too hard. You're a good friend, but extremely clingy. R can probably tell who I'm talking about at this point. You are clingy, actually. A lot. You get upset when R can't accompany you to something, when she's doing something else that's very important. I mean, I knew where you were coming from, since I was disappointed that J couldn't come. But it irritated me to no end when you lashed out at me when I tried to comfort you. 'You don't understand...' You whined. No. You don't understand. I am sick and tired of your worries. I try to tell you about mine, but you switch the topic back to you. Sometimes, the worries are so tiny, that even a self-concious teen wouldn't mind. But not you. Honestly, no one cares if you have gum stuck to your behind. I sure didn't notice until you pointed it out. Then you started to cry about it? I was forced to pretend I actually cared. No one noticed. The gum was dry, and was the size of my pinky. So shut up. Let's go more recent. You are so clingy, that I'm practically butted out of conversations. Now, this is from my point of view. I am by no means entirely clingy, since I know an unloyal/terrible friend when I see one. But you, do not. Always grabbing them, not letting go....I'm just so frustrated I want to kick you sometimes. Today, during 'gym' I had to practically pull you off R. It gave me some satisfaction to see you pout and glare at me. Heh. Later on, you kicked me for god knows what reason. It had something to do with R. Anyway, time skip forward. Later on, I heard that you were JEALOUS about how much time I spend with R. By all means, take R! She's a dear friend to me, but if you're so determined, take her! If R is spending time with you, I patiently wait, unless it's something important. But not you, oh GOD no! I talk to R, you're constantly interrupting, and my thoughts go unheard. I still cannot believe that you're mad at R though. R! B told me that. It wasn't R's fault she got stuck with me for lunch. She can't be held responsible for something she didn't do. So shut up. Suck it up. And deal with it. I hate you so much right now. I can still hear your whiny little voice in my head....stop. You need to either stop being so clingy and deal with the fact that R has to suffer and sit with me for lunch, or say 'J, I don't want you as my friend'.. I'll understand, because I don't want you as a friend either! You have no idea how quickly my face goes from gleeful to annoyed every time you call in the middle of a skype call with friends. I'm relieved when you hang up, but no one can tell. You call at the worst of times, claim you're bored, tell me to watch a stupid video, chat to me about dumb things, and I have to make up an excuse to hang up, or else I'll be in trouble for talking more than an hour. You have no idea how great of an actor I am. I'm great at that, or you're just horrible at recognizing emotions. I put up all the fake smiles, laughs, and grins...just because you're friends with my other friends. If you ever saw this, you'd hit me, likely cry, tell R and B,, and all of you would desert me. Just because I was honest. Believe me, I'm not dragging R and B into this, but if you're going to, GO AHEAD. I hardly had any friends, and being an introvert, losing three or more isn't going to affect me...so go ahead. Kill me, hit me. Whatever you want. Because you know what? I wouldn't care, 'friend'.
From, Golden

Dear R,
You know that stuff that was said up there? Those couple last sentences or so? I didn't mean them. I would care if I lost you. Friends are meaningful to me. Except 'friend'. She's just earned herself on the salt list. But hey, you're still loved. By now, you're going to read this, see me at school, ask me to explain myself. No. I won't. Because there isn't anything to explain. It's all said here. The things I never say, because when you're just brimming with hate, guilt, and anger, things tend to spill, y'know? But the rest of the letter for 'friend' was true. Again, don't bother asking. Tell B if you want! I really don't care...-
Golden

Dear Rainbow,
Hey therez! Uh, just wanna tell you...dat....I FREAKIN' LOVE YOU! You're my best friend. So....NOTICE ME SENPAI!
Golden-chan

Dear 'guys',
Stop. I 'like' both of you. Petty crushes. Messin' up with my thinking and ish. Psh. Stop it. D,, stop being so cool and funny. And dude, stop being so adorable and dorky. Freakin' hurts.

(Might be writing a few more letters 'bout 'friend' later on...:3 )

[ban]

Dear ___,
I'm gonna pretend that didn't bother me but it did. Not that I care what you do, but the way you picked favorites in my face was a little hurtful. Did you just talk to me to tell me that I am, and always have been tbh, the leftovers of our old group?

Thanks