by thingsIwanttowrite » Sun Jul 06, 2014 5:23 pm
Dear you,
Let me get one thing straight, This letter will contain no empathy or pity towards you, Because I don't feel those things, let alone do you deserve them. You barely deserve this letter, because technically by writing this I'm giving you exactly what you want; attention. I am writing this to you for the reason that for so long you were the thing standing between me and my self esteem. You made me feel small for so long after I found out the ugly truth. Every part of you is a lie, and you seem to enjoy it. For so long you made me feel like a friend. I opened up to you, You skimmed every page of my book and then used it against me. Just like you do when you work on your oh so precious homework assignments, you researched me, then you found a way to hurt me. You told me it was never your intention but we both know its only another part of your lies. You listened to me then judged me. You never liked me, only the attention I gave you. Friends share secrets of affections, and because that's what I thought we we're, I did. I should have known never to tell you of him.The second you found out how I felt you made sure you had him wrapped around your fingers so you could string him along like he's your own personal yoyo. Now it's happening again. These past few months as I have found myself feeling so confident in these new group of friends. I never had to worry, but even though I knew better than too tell you things , you heard the whispers and you're back at again. Him and I , we're friends and as I grow closer to him which I am, I realize he deserves so much better than you. He is kind and funny and one of the most caring people I know. He deserves someone who can laugh with him and someone who appreciates and adores every part of him, and I say this as a friend to him. I am not selfish and I am not referring to myself, I just think he deserves someone better than you. You and I both know you do not like him as he likes you, and the fact that you lead him on is not fair to anyone. It's not fair that you string him along just so you can feel like you have someone's undivided attention. I'm not sure how you can bear to look in the mirror after knowing you have hurt people. Me, I was just an easy target for you. You met me through her. One of my best friends. We weren't always this close , not always .I guess I owe some of it to what you've done. Before me you did the same to her. Worse. You've known her since you were children and you had the audacity too treat her like she's nothing, to judge her behind her back , neglect her, treat her like she never meant anything even though she was an amazing friend. I'll tell you something, she never deserved that either, no one deserves that. You break down peoples walls with kindness just so you can shoot them down easier. I think that you should sign up for drama considering you've proven yourself to be quite the actress. You can't act like you're perfect forever, one day you're going to hurt the wrong person and it'll fly back at you faster than a rocket, and I can't wait. You can't be better than EVERYONE. You can't. That's what you want deep down, I know, it's what you need. You need to thrive in everything and you do, except for actually treating people correctly. One day karma will come for you, and I almost feel bad, but I don't.