Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Merahki]

Dear O2L,
You are probably the best thing in my life, I love each of you more then i love myself! <3 Being part of the O2L fandom is the best experience in the world! Each of you inspire me in different ways, Even though i dont know you, you give me mental strength just by sitting and talking to a camera.
Jc taught me to chase my dreams and stand up in what i believe in.
Ricky taught me to love everyone and look at the positives in life.
Connor taught me to be confident in myself, and love everything about myself.
Kian taught me to never be afraid to be weird and to never be afraid of yourself.
Sam taught me to smile through the toughest times.
Trevor taught me never to give up on what makes you happy.
and O2L taught me that dreams really do come true.

And I never knew that 6 boys from the internet could change my life, you also saved it. Describing the way i feel about you is like describing a color that doesnt exist. I could go on forever about how much they mean to me, but they will never see this and i will never see them.
But thanks to them i have started making youtube videos and following in what i believe in.
~Stay Cloudy,
Your biggest fan.

[scav.]

Dad,

I'm tired of the pain you bring us. I'm tired of the lies. Of the excuses.
You say you love us, then we find you drunk in the woods. I used to let my
emotions out. I used to cry and scream and wonder why you did it. Now, I don't show anything. I am a shell, no feelings broil inside me like they used to. Mom says she wants a divorce, but she never tries. We are tired of your crap, especially me. You said you would never hurt me. You said you would always be there. The cans of bud light hidden in the wood say differently.

your "little girl"

[noodle cat]

dear ry,
you mean so much to me.
i don't care if you're 1337 miles away, it wont keep us apart or dull my feelings for you.
my days are so much better now that you're a part of them.
you're so accepting and understanding.
we'll be together eventually, just wait c:
i love you <3
-em

[INK.]

J,
I have a new camera, you have a nice face, you will have to deal with this! hahaha I know you don't like the idea of me taking pictures of you, but I'm afraid that the best way to get through this phase of my new camera excitement is to just give in to my photographing you for a while, I will calm down about it soon enough- ONCE I get a few decent pictures of you. :) Too bad, so sorry- but not really, I photograph the things that I love, and you are definitely one of those things my dear. :)
I love you. Hopefully I'll see you soon
INK.

[kierran.]

Dear Byakuya,

When I told you that I would always be there for you, I meant it. I wouldn't say it if it wasn't true. And I know you were in a bad mood, and you said that I was pitying you. No, its not pity for you, I know better than that. I was just saying what I'm too afraid to tell you in person. And like I said before, I'll always be here for you, even when you don't want me.

Love,
Yuki

[spring.]

Dear Kevin Bacon,

Why must you remind me of him so much? I mean, in all of your characters, though different, all I see is him. My parents say its because you're thin. But while you and my ex are thin, it's not that. You just remind me of him. Every time I watch one of your movies, it breaks my heart all over. But its not the movie, its your resemblance to him. I know this is stupid, but I had to put this out there. I'm gonna go sit in a corner now. Goodbye.

spring.

[Gwenfoxe]

Dear life,

Stop. Kill me now.
Let me end this.

Gwen

Dear dad...
I.. I have no idea how to even say this.
The years of hurt you have caused me. It's unspeakable.
The things you've done in your drunken state, then forgotten about in the morning.
The way you act around me and my sister- "Women are weak and stupid. If you were boys, I'd be proud of you, and you might actually be useful for something then. But instead you're useless girls." And then you go off to spike your drink with yet more alcohol. And you drink... and drink... and then you get violent.. and creepy around us.
I won't go into detail. But when you come out of that drunken state, you don't remember a thing.
I HATE YOU.
Do you have any idea what you've done to me? Any idea at all?
I hate myself! I can't look in the mirror without muttering "ugly" and turning away! I can't stand in front of my class without looking terrified. I can't be in the same room as a man without freaking SHAKING because of you, because I'm now scared of men because of your idiotic antics!
You've never done anything to make me happy, or said sorry, or even felt bad! You drink all night and get violent and pass out, and when you wake up you're as nasty as ever!
My mom tells me to love you, but I WILL NEVER love you or forgive you for the things you've done to me, which I can't mention here.
As I write this, I'm crying. I hate you. I hate you so much. You have caused so much pain for my family.
I grew up without a father, and I didn't even know what a father was until I got into kindergarten. I didn't know you even existed until I was 8! I never met you, and I wish I never did! You tore my family apart! My mom went insane after you left, and she- and you- blame the divorce on us, even though I wasn't around when it happened!
I thought fathers were supposed to love! But instead you strut around talking about how inferior we are and how stupid and useless we always will be and how much you hate us.
I WISH you'd fall into a bear trap. Or trip and impale yourself on one of my knives.
Oh? What's that? You don't like the fact that I'm a tomboy? TOO BAD.
Go get a life and stop wallowing in self pity. So what?
You left my mom and us for a girlfriend who dumped you a month later and took all your stuff. When I think about that, I LAUGH. I don't care one bit about your problems. They're nothing compared to mine!

And no. My autism is not me pretending to be weird. It does not make me, quote on quote, 'retarded'. In fact, I'm smarter than you. I'm gifted. Which means, in case your miniscule brain can't grasp the word, I'm smart. A genius. But because of you, I don't believe that. There MUST be a reason everyone at school hates me. Probably because I'm ugly, fat, stupid, and stuck up.

I hate myself. So go fall in a bear trap. Go hide in your hellhole of self pity and never come out.
Don't you dare ever think that I'll forgive you. I will ALWAYS hate you.

Gwen

[Fabulous European]

Dear crush,

I know this is very awkward for us both but.....I love you.......your always there for me when I need you, you pick me up when I'm down, you will stand up against my bullies even though your friends with them, you make me laugh when I can't, your a true friend but I think we should take this further. Please notice my emotions because I drop hints all the time I mean we have so much in common and there's so much tension between us. Anyway I think you deserve better then what you have already been out with so please do me a favour and ask me out before my feelings for you burst into a million pieces.

Your secret lover xxx

PS: my love for you is so strong that I can't actually wait until I can see you again (at school) I don't enjoy the weekends anymore because I don't get to see you (I need to know where you live so I can.....visit you and see how wonderful your family are)

[foresti]

Dear Internet. C;
WHY YOU SO FRICKIN SLOW????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ASDFGHJKLZXCVBNMQWRTYUIOP
AAAAHHHHHRRHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGAGHHHHHHAGSHGHAGJJ
Thank you for listening.

Dear Homework C:
WHY
ARE
YOU
SO
DARN
HARD?
WHYYYA YGHREUISAYHSG7YRDTGUSGFRYGFYSUGRUYFGSUYGFSYU
It's like, h3897th3ugt35 I feel like whenever I touch you, I feel like I have Dyslexia
BUT NAAAAAHHH! NO!
Thank you.

Dear Person Who Made School. C=
OH
MY
FLIPPIN
OBAMA.
WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME? AND OTHER KIDDIES!
AIULTHASIUHSAITRG
THANK YOU.

[The Black Cat]

Dear D,

Sorry if we're on bad terms right now. We might not be, but that's kind of what it feels like. Sometimes you blank me or give me this pissed look and it scares me. But if we're friends, can we just make that clear and be happy again?

Sincerely,
K.