by nagisa kaworu » Fri Jun 27, 2014 7:59 am
Dear brother,
I hate you.
My mother always told us that family matters a lot, and so do friends, right? Siblings always have a rivalry, and it is the same for you and I. But this is not just a stupid "rivalry." This is a full blown war, and I am NOT afriad to fight back.
You're only a year younger than me, yet you are so immature, so stupid, always digging up the past, always yelling at me for what I have done when we were children. I seriously hope you understand that back then, we were kids- Kids with no understanding of the world, kids who did not know of life and death. I never even knew death existed until grandma died.
But that's not why I hate you entirely. It's because you report everything I do to my father- Even if I do make honest mistakes. I do hope you've noticed that he spends more loving you than he does with me. I always say his back as a kid. Today, if I dare make one mistake, he makes sure to scream and yell at me, to "knock some sense into that troublesome child." You, brother, it is YOU who he loves, you who he caters, you who gets whatever he wants.
You think he's a perfect dad. He's far from it. You have to be a stupid, bratty kid with no understanding of the phrase "forgive and let go." You have to scream and shout at me whenever I tease you the slightest- And dare I touch you once, you're calling for dad and complaing how I'm the bad guy here. Our mother has told us MANY times that family is important, and that there are only certain things you can and CANNOT tell.
Whenever you report if I did something wrong, father's quick to lash out at me for it. I do hope you realize that if you're going to make an enemy of me, then expect no help from me in the future. I wouldn't turn an eye towards you anytime.
Continue with this, and we'll see how far you get in your "rivalry" with me.
You stupid, selfish brat.
'then, show me your true heart. the next action you take will be proof of your true feelings towards me.'
amaru
they/them