J,
I'm really happy I got to see you today at the museum, that we got to walk around and hold hands and talk. I got to meet your dad- that was interesting. But once we had seen everything, we sat down on a bench and just talked- it is amazing how much we agree on things, how we see things the same way, we have the same world playing out in our heads- although, I think I'm more pessimistic than you are... but I'm more pessimistic than most people, so that's okay :) There is something that is really interesting about you, your effect on me.... some how you effect my feelings about things, in a good way, you help me be more light hearted about things that piss me off, you calm me down and bring me down to earth, you help me be optimistic about things- where I generally am not, and you help me be more relaxed about people who get on my nerves, normally someone effecting me like this would annoy me, but you help me be a better person.... I didn't expect that, and none of this is a conscious effort, all of this happens naturally when I'm around you. It's weird. Really weird.
I really like you, and I've never felt quite like this when I'm around someone, I've never been giggly around anyone, and I've never had someone who I genuinely enjoy texting and want to be around out side of school- because it feels like our time in school isn't enough. And I just want to be close to you, and it makes me feel like I can be annoying sometimes- s I try not to be, and I ramble... but I can't think straight around you, and you said that you understand and that you can't think very well either so....... I guess that it's okay :)
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME.
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