Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[sukosagi]

Dear; Ignorant self absorbed girl in Biology....

You barely knew anything about me or about my life All you knew is I have two younger siblings has issues talking to other kids my age and I liked to draw. We were forced to be in lab groups because we had the first letter in out name in the beginning of the alphabet, You were very sarcastic and very odd humor i didn't understand but other kids seemed to laugh so i joined in not really knowing any punchline... you always told me to draw a picture for you ...for free... Though i had stated clearly I only draw free pictures for my best friends. Yet you still gave me background ideas and how i should draw you for a 3 week times of you stalking me "Wheres the picture" "am i to gorgeous to draw?" I give you a stick figure asking "Did i meet your needs?". I didn't talk to you for anything beside school Though you were apart of the in-crowd my naive nature made me thing that you did have some substance rather then to be plastic so I would give you advice most of the time you would disregard them but secretly i seen some change in you I seen your grades go up and studying skills became better I didn't want us to be friends but it seemed that you and i could be simple acquaintance.

Then of course I was wrong During gym I gave you advice on how to hold a bat properly so it doesn't fly from your grip. Her response was as cruel as it gets "Don't talk to me you have no idea who I am what I am All you do is annoy everyone and get in the way of things" all i could do was smile a fake smile though inside i shattered in millions of pieces as my hands began to shake a young male seen the cruel words toward me and like people say "What goes around comes around" he pitches the ball so accurate and fast and it barley skins you large nose at fast pace chipping paint of the wall of our gym and you reply with throwing the bat at him and everyone saying "You don't throw bats!?" "That's like a rule!?! A commandment Though shaint not lie nor steal also you don't throw a bat at a kids face!" All i could do was snicker at her rage as the boy gave me a wink to satisfy the rage inside of me.

It then happened 6th period biology I kept my distance staying quiet as i look to the girl with curly hair next to me as she exclaimed "Oh my god I suck at punnet squares they are to hard!" all i could do is smile at the girl who was as shy as me and i replied "Trust me after this you will barley see punnet squares in your life there just teaching us how to tell if he is the dad!" making a reference to Maury. She raised out her chair and said the cruelest of things to someone who is going through some crazy soap opera stuff at home loosing her closet friends to high school and always sits along on the floor during lunch and now at the end of the school you kids who i have had lunch with ask me "How long have you had this period?" I get so depressed and beg my mom to let me stay home but i need to go to school... She told me everything i needs to hear to just shut down the rest of the period and school day crying in the bathroom and chipping paint off the bathroom stalls... "You have no friends no one likes you no ever will you are a waste all you simply do is get in the way! You need to come back down to earth because you don't know the real world" and you know what yes i preffer to stay in the world i created with my written story characters because I know the wont ever betray me much like my sister whom has autisim they are predictable and go by my schedule...and much like my 2 older sister i never got to meet they are a mystery to other and even me I am always alone and you have no reason to make me feel worse then what torch er i put myself though on a daily bases so go ahead make fun of me and keep hanging out with a girl i knew since 1st grade and I barley get a chance to be with her because i want her to be happy....

Sincerely, the girl with a black hoodie and snake bracelet...

[Akele]

Dear soon-to-be mother-in-law,

My fiance and I have been told many times that our apartment is very warm and cozy, inviting and peaceful, and that the energy people feel whenever they cross the threshold is that of love, acceptance and warmth. They feel a sense of being 'home' when they step into our living room.

But when I came home last night, to find my fiance sitting on top of the car, obviously upset and just waiting for me to come home from work...and then to walk into my own home and feel like I'm being drowned by a sea of negative energy...

Just wow. It was like someone was trying to suffocate me with a wet blanket.

I don't really know what happened. The first several days you and my soon-to-be sister-in-law were in our home, everything seemed fine. I nearly forgot how stressful being around you two really can be. But around Tuesday, things got unbearable.

You guys started fighting and arguing over everything. You always want things to be your way, and act like a spoiled baby when you don't get what you want. I've never seen people fight so much about absolutely nothing.

...I'm pretty chill. I'm laid-back. Not much rustles my feathers. I sorta go with the flow, most times. So it goes without saying that it takes a special set of circumstances to make me feel this happy that you guys flew back to your home this morning.

Thank you for coming down to celebrate our engagement. The first three days of your stay were lovely, and I enjoyed your company. But I think an important lesson has been learned: three days seems to be the limit of time you can be in a new environment before going crazy. So I don't think staying a full 8 days with us is gonna happen again.

Sorry. I love you guys, but I love my fiance the most. And I got really tired of all of the arguing, screaming, accusations, the tears, the...the drama.

Looking forward to going home and being at peace tonight,

- me

[forecast]

Dear ___,

Please go away, please.I don't want you to mess up my life

please

[SkyraTwilight812]

Dear jerk,
I absolutely hate you. You have done nothing but try to make everything worse for everyone. It's getting ridiculous the way you constantly fight to get your way. You're not the only one who matters, you know! I know I am a christian, and we are supposed to love our enemies and forgive easily, but I can't. Not when every time I come close to doing that, you do something utterly annoying that helps no one- no, not even you. I would say that I wish you would just go away, but my cousins- your daughters- still love you regardless of all the useless rules you put in place, like not being able to bring anything over from their mother's place.

With strong dislike, Skyra the Anonymous.

[thimnint]

Dear Specific Person,

I am kind of upset that I can't send this to you, but you know it's because you'd ignore it anyways. So first I'm going to say, I'm so relieved that we're finally DONE! I've know for a while we would never work out anyways, we're so different. But that doesn't mean I'm not upset, I'm very upset. I cried myself to sleep that night, I mean, you told me in the middle of the day, but I had to hold it in till I was alone. See, I'm so conflicted about whether I should cry or laugh, because on one hand, I'm so upset with you, because you broke your promise, you promised to love me forever. But on the other hand, I feel so free, for the first time in a long time. I have so much potential now! I did before, but I constantly felt a bit trapped, like, you were the only one for me ever, that was a bit suffocating. But now, I have such a wide variety, it's eye opening! See, I think one of the reasons we would've never worked out, is because you were trying to change me, make me a girl I'm not. I am gauges, side shave, snake bite piercings, eyebrow piercings, cartilage piercings... All the best things about me, and you hated them. All this time I felt like a bird in a cage, because I really loved you, but I felt like I had to read into every word you said, I could never trust you, because you were trying to change me. Well now I'm a free bird. And it feels so great. Another reason is because you were insensitive, and you never understood me. I have been hurt so badly, betrayed so many times, I have struggled with things I have never even had the guts to tell you. And you kept on treating me like I was an annoying little sister, almost like, you loved me, but you were embarrassed of me, or something. And when I first told you, you would be just a little sympathetic, just a little. But then it'd be like it had never happened. I opened up to you. I trusted you. And you broke your promise. You broke my heart. YOU LIAR! You knew my struggles. You knew I am so afraid. You know I'm just a terrified little girl who can't ever trust anyone, not even her own parents. Because everyone lies. Oh, I'm upset with you, but I also miss you so much. You were incredibly sweet to me, when I would freak out, and accuse you of things, you forgave me every time. Until this last time, and you just snapped. But that's okay. See, sometimes, I cry so much, because I think of you with those silly sunglasses I got you, playing the piano. I think of that rare smile you give me sometimes. I think of how wonderful you feel when I hug you. And I die a little more inside.

Sincerely, Yoko

[lilwarrior30]

dear crush

please notice me. why cant you see that i love you? i want you to know that when you hugged me that day when i was crying, i felt something i never felt before, but your with that girl who you think likes you, but she doesnt like you as much as i do.

love, warrior30

[xxarrio]

Dear J, L, & AS:
I'm sick of you. All of you. Every. One.Of.You.(no pun intended from this girl!) J, you were my friend once. Once. Or was that a lie, like every one of your compliments? L, you because, well, I think you can figure it out. Oh wait. You'll play dumb, won't you? AS, because of so many reasons. I could stay up all night, miss the FAF chorus, heck, I could miss the rest of the school year listing reasons Why I'm sick of you. Without running out of reasons.
To list a few, you have:
when things don't go your way, you suddenly get all mad.
When you get annoyed at someone, you suddenly want to punch that person.
You'll say something, and when you get in trouble for it you'll pretend you didn't say it.

A reason that goes with all of you, and many, many others, because you are a liar, and sassy, annoying ones at that.

~That quiet girl who wants to use a certain someone's big scissors.


Dear mom:
About the other night, regarding the homework incident, the reason I got worked up and started crying and huged your leg is because I honestly didn't have any words to put the emotion in which I felt in. I've always kept it behind a smile, and haven't told anyone. Whenever you come in at lunch, whenever J says "Hi Miss {insert my last name here}!" with that smile, it is honestly fake. I know it. And I know she knows it. I just... don't know how and don't want to explain it. ~Your daughter.

[INK.]

M,
What would you do if I ended up with J? It hasn't been quite a month since we broke up - 4 more days! (because personally, I'd like to keep a minimum of a month between you and if anything happened with J, even though if he asked me out tomorrow I'd say yes). Honestly I do still care, and I feel guilty about this already. I want you to know that I haven't been pushing for anything to happen between J and myself, I'm letting it evolve, and I think that's best for the both J and me. (So I hope no one else pushes it either). But in the end he makes me happy, so happy, it feels so natural to be around him, with him, talking to him, physically, emotionally, and mentally. None of that was particularly true with you. I feel bad about moving on so fast- but I still care about you, I mean, we were best friends for over a year, then suddenly it all ended. The fact that he made me happier than you did while we were still together was one thing, the fact that he comforted me when you didn't, and that our relationship has soared since we broke up- it says something.

I had a dream about him a couple nights ago, it was innocent, hardly romantic at all, we laid on a couch together, played video games, and cooked in this tiny apartment that I've never seen before. I woke up happy, and I can't tell you the last time that happened. I used to dream about you too, I had reoccurring dreams of us getting married, these were not fun dreams. I always woke up uncomfortable and unhappy with the whole thing, embarrassed and wishing I didn't have the dream. That's also a big sign there about my comfort with the both of you.

I want to move on from you, I'm over you for sure- I was practically over you by the end of our relationship, it's just the emotional thing that goes along with being best friends for so long, plus you were my first love. You aren't my last that's for sure. It's just that I am still a little sensitive to the idea that it will really hurt you if you see me and J officially together. Then again, you might think that we are together.... for which I can't help but be sorry. You won't hold me back from being happy with someone else, I'll never let you do that, it's just that I know I'll be able to feel your eyes on me in the hallways because I know all too well what that feels like. I'll have to deal with it, whether it's with J soon, or sometime in the future. I just want to forget you, but that's not an option, even if it was, I wouldn't take it. But I really like J, and it would be a lot easier to not be conflicted and happy with him if I wasn't worried about you.

INK.

[krunts]

dear ______
i wish you could see my true feelings for you.

räv

[tigerdrottningen]

dear _________

well
I'm happy I realised you don't like me, as much as you like the others.
but I'm not that happy.

- cassiopeia