Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[peachy keen-]

hey.
yes, i'm talking to you.
you, reading this from your computer or phone screen, somewhere around the world.
i just wanted you to know, even you you are having a bad day
even if life seems meaningless
even if you feel useless
or unwanted
or helpless
or sad
people care about you.
don't give up, don't stop smiling.
because your smile is gorgeous, you are gorgeous, and don't you let anyone make you like otherwise.

You are an amazing person. <3
Thanks for making me smile! :)

[forever.free]

dearest fictional characters,

the girl on fire - thank you for teaching me to never give up.
the fearless Prior - thank you for teaching me all is corrupt.
the boy with a wand - thank you for teaching me to follow my fate.
the boy with demigod power - thank you for teaching me to be a hero.
the girl whose weakness made her flower - thank you for teaching me to live the best of today because you'll never know if cancer will get you tomorrow.
the boy who trained dragons - thank you for teaching me that you can be anything.
the girl who has ice powers - thank you for teaching me that we don't need a man, we need our sisters.
the boy with giant hands - thank you for teaching me that whether you be bad, or good, your family.
the snail who is fast as a car - thank you for teaching me that you can be anything as long as you dream.
the smartest dog with a red bow tie - thank you for teaching me that when boys can have dogs, dogs can have boys.
the girl with the orange, curly hair - thank you for teaching me that you control your own destiny.
the boy with ice powers - thank you for teaching me that anyone can believe in you.

--from the girl who fangirls over you.

[Starwood in Aspen]

Dear pins in my collection on my hat,
I would really prefer you don't do what you did this morning... I would have lost the oldest pin in my collection had I not looked down and seen that pin back on the floor. Then I had to check everyone. I have lost a pin in this manner before, luckily I found it... I know that you won't listen to me, you are pins, but its annoying!!
Yeeeah. That'd be great,
Blue.

[~Arokai*Rokujo~]

Dear parents

You REALLY need to stop complaining. Like. Seriously. It's getting ridiculous.
I know, blah blah I spend a ton of my time on my laptop. I honestly DONT CARE. I dont "need to go outside to let the stink blow off me"
Oh my god.
Just stop.
Stop talking.
Go away.
I'm more productive on my laptop than I am in even school, and I do good in school.

Jeez... You say "Contact your friends and get outside" Like its THAT EASY?
It's not.
I hate almost everyone around here because they're rude, obnoxious jerks. I want nothing to do with people who make me feel even worse than usual.
Just
Leave me alone.
I do my work, I mind my own business, I help out around the house.
It's not like the only thing I EVER do is sit online, even if it's the only way to contact the only people I actually LIKE talking to...

- Your VERY VERY annoyed daughter. -,-


Dear crush

It's so great to be talking to you again ;u;
I wish you knew how happy it makes me eeeeee.

- A slight fangirl

Dear S_e__a

Stop being such an annoying brat. You make me want to punch you square in the jaw...
You act as if the world revolves around you, and I'd be nothing without you,
well guess what hun? I'd be better off without you.
God you annoy the heck out of me...

-The ever annoyed aro

[goat milk]

dear friends who don't want to go through another day,

i know it's hard. but stay with me. stay with us. let the curiosity of another day, get the best of you. forget all the bullies, rude remarks, or what someone has done to you. show them you are strong, and can get through another day. put down that metal blade, those pills, that gun. darling, you'll be okay. hold on til May. til June. til July. hold on so you can grow old, with possibly the love of your life, and a few kids.

-panic;

p.s. i don't regret writing this

[Chameleon]

Dear friend,

I'm so sorry we drifted apart... It's no one's fault. However, I miss you so very much. Thank you for everything though. I suppose I've just gotta move on; I'm sure you already have. I think about you a lot... Ugh, I'm so sorry...

Love, Chameleon x

[Air and Time]

Dear user,

Please don't send me a trade asking for all of my kittens from the litter. I haven't even got to see their 2nd stage.

From a slightly annoyed Darkwolf.

[ADifferentDestiny]

Dear ______,

I could never explain my emotions towards you right now, when I can't even handle them inside my own head, how do you expect me to be able to cope with seeing you, never mind you walking past me all the time. I don't hate you, you've greatly angered me and I may act as if I do. Like I've said before, the only reason I run from you is that I cannot stand to be in your presence. You question this new behavior, as though you are perfectly innocent, as though you've never done a single thing wrong in your life.

Because you're such an angel aren't you? So 'Little Miss Perfect'. Tell me, what did you gain from sending that email? What did you get from banning me from that pathetic little group. And then, and then! You have the cheek to ask me why I've been acting so strange! Then you again go and attempt to get me in trouble! There's a reason why I moved up and guess what? SHE didn't tell me of as I expect you so hoped. No. She was perfectly nice and reasonable. Not that I'd actually done anything in the first place!

So that is my reasoning for being unable to stand you right now, but there's so much more, why do you think I moved up? Because I couldn't STAND it in your set anymore. Why? You ask? Maybe something to do with your constant mood swings of nice and then having-a-go at me, your constant favor with others and majority of the time completely ignoring me, so was it really any wonder? You were kind of nice, to start, but it was never enough and it deteriorated into nothingness.

Sometimes I blame myself for this, but how can I? You say I wasn't always this was but I've changed. You changed me. You killed me.

~I've ғαιled αɢαιɴ, ѕo I ѕнαll reтυrɴ oɴce αɢαιɴ, crαwl вαcĸ тo тнe oɴe I cαɴɴoт ғree мyѕelғ ғroм~

[oui.]

dear whale,

the truth is i literally have no idea how this started. i've always liked you,
but in a friend way. sure, you're mean to me, but for some reason i
always ignored that and got mad at anyone else who would do the same.
clearly, you and her had a thing. you made that clear, and being that i'm
her best friend, i knew she liked you way before that. sadly enough, i
was rooting for y'all to get together. my mistake. of course, you left her.
when you dated her, she turned into a different person. just like she was
in love. she shouldn't have been- and shouldn't be for a long time. she
didn't tell me things like she used to. she was always so vague. i despise
you for that, honestly, but i don't think that keeping her away from you
would do any good. i never really understood why she got back with you.
sure, she broke up with you on the last day of school, and y'all weren't
officially dating, but it bothers me. i still never put two and two together.
it should be really simple for me, but it's not. of course, you would keep
coming to me. i know the most about her and i could also be the one that
approves of you. i still haven't approved. why? you don't treat her right,
for one. plus, i think she's better off single for a while. second, you have
a tendency to make me jealous. yes, jealous. i'm sure you know that and
one of the worst things you can do is shove it in my face. "sorry, i'm
taking your friend away." that's not cutting it. i don't think that many
noticed, if any, but i was jealous in other ways, too. you two were really
good for each other, sadly enough. i didn't like to see my best friend
finding someone better. i also may have had unknown feelings. now that
you're somewhere else, but we still text, it's hard for me to trust my
instincts on this. you're being nicer to me. i don't know if this is part of
your "being a better person" thing or if you're just using me, but saying
i'm not two-faced is actually a huge compliment. and it feels nice to know
that i'm the only person you can tell your problems, too. the only thing is,
i know that if you could, you'd be talking to her instead. and i know i don't
make sense, but somehow i know you would understand what i'm saying.

now will you help me understand? for once, can we solve my problems
instead of yours?

- the girl you probably couldn't care less about

[[dys]functional]

Dear Mother,

You know, I'm getting tired. From everything. To put it bluntly, I'm tired of living with you. It might sound horrible, but it's the truth.

I hate how you get so angry over the most insignificant little things. I hate how you put so much on me, and expect so much of me. You think every other "Family is perfect", where the kids aren't so messed up or depressed. Where the kids obediently do everything, without having to be asked. Where they wake up every single day and don't feel even a little tired. Where they are always on time for school, and rarely ever miss a single day. For most, it's not a reality. Not like you'd know, of course, because everything in your perfect little world goes the way you want it to.

Well, maybe you should consider all of the problems you and I have as a family. You never attempt to just calmly talk about anything, or go about doing things in a nice manner. You think it's so easy being a transmale? You think it's easy to just "Get over" certain things, yet you say so yourself, you'd never dare to try. You know it just as well as I do, what our problems are. I have insomnia, depression, and a worsening urge to get rid of the stress and anxiety that won't go away. You. Aren't. Helping.

And so what if the dog is acting like a dog? He's a pup. What more could you ask of him? You yell and scream at him, yet he doesn't understand you. You make it worse. And then you go and tell me to straighten up and do a better job of training him? You always short-cut it, and do a lazy job. It has been I taking him out everyday, and hand feeding him so we can rid him of his food aggression. I have been crate training him, and teaching him more than you have even dared to try. So what if he occasionally whines or wants some attention? He's a pup. And I can't lock him in my room because you don't feel like helping look after him. You can't keep him in his crate all day.

And you wonder why I stay in my room. It's my own space, and you aren't there to pick at me.

You want help with something? Come. And. Ask. Politely. Stop yelling and stomping about. It makes me not want to be around you. It makes the dog not want to be around you.

Why is it so hard for you to at least try to understand?