Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[ExplodingInk]

Dear John ( no not the movie silly heads )

I thought about it for awhile; toying with the idea of you liking me.
I try to rule it out because really how could you like me?
Beside the fact that I'm taken; I really think you're cute.
Seeing you in the morning puts me on cloud nine and
though I can never tell you -- about all these feelings inside --
I still hope you like me. I still hope and dream that you'll try to kiss me.
In the rain -- cliche's from old movies -- so my life could be interesting, a
hollywood blockbuster everyone watches and cries.
Because honestly; I don't know what to do -- hide my feelings about you --
or tell the love of my life we're through. Either way, my heart might die or
go on hiatus for a very long time.

It sounds so bad -- but the love of my life is states away -- and it may sound stupid
but sometimes I think our movie. I laugh and remember my shyness -- remember we were
5 and 6; 9 and 10 -- you called from your yard, dripping with pool water. My cousin waved; he
loved making friends but I dove under water -- hid away from the boy who noticed me -- because
you were so much cuter than me; so much better and nicer.

I don't know why you live with your grandma -- but I really want to know -- I hope it isn't something
horrible or tragic. After Sandy you and her came over and I really think you were flirting -- or just
being the nice guy you always were -- we like the same music. You invited me over when your house
was going to be back ( may ). But it still isn't up, and I wonder if your offer still stands because honestly
John I'm trying my hardest to be happy. Trying to make all this nonsense somehow work; I want you to be
a part of that and I want to write us a story. Even if it never happens -- because I love Eric with all my heart --
I want you to be my best friend; honestly you already are -- and I think only you would understand what that
means ... like our glances in gym when I feel that smile coming on; I want you to feel that too.

x ~ Ink

[S Y L A R]

To whomever invented the game "lap-tag",
I praise your holy name.
That is all.
With much gratitude, Sy.




Dear D,
As much as I love you (and that's quite a bit, darling), I sicerely wish you'd make up your mind. Or, at the very least, explain to me what's going on in that funny little mind of yours. I admit, I'm jealous of E. Incredibly so. I might as well speak my mind here. You claim she's not your "signifigant other", but I keep hearing otherwise. That's fine. I can suck it up and deal, but that won't sate my hatred for her. That just saddens me, because I know that if we had met under other circumstances, we could have, quite possibly, been great friends.
This is also a big self esteem issue for me. I know I'm talented, I do. I can draw, sing, act, play piano, and debate like no other. E is a lot skinnier than I am, though. This has always been an issue for me. I know it shouldn't even cross my mind, but that's the only thing I can think of that she has, and I don't. Quite frankly, I find her personality obnoxious, and forceful. But, I'm biased, and I love you too much to speak directly to you about it. Hell, you don't even know that I have these feelings for you, although one would think that I made them clear enough.
That's enough of that, though. I'm depressing myself here. Y'know what? I've made up my mind. I'll woo you, like a disney princess.
Well, perhaps not.
If only I could make you understand, without words, how much you really mean to me, I think I might sleep better at night.
With endless love, "Lil"

[abandoned_account]

To the people who do care,
I need to be honest. I'm afraid of what the near future holds in store for me. _____'s vicious lies, his stupid little crew of idiots (funny, I used to think they were nice people too)... _____ says I need to ignore him, but how could I? It's not like she has some maniac deliberately trying to ruin her social life and destroy every important friendship she has, just for a cheap laugh. I know I'm not perfect.. but... do I deserve this? I poured my heart out to that kid... I never lied to _____, because I cared. Well, that's my problem. He knows me too well, and I hate it. He now knows exactly how to make himself look like the victim.
I can not just wait and watch to see what my fate is, and that is why I have one more trick up my sleeve. Too bad I can't tell any of you what it is.
Wish me luck,
Rae

[lunarsandwich1]

Dear Cracker Jack,
Why you no come with real prizes? It says right on the front of the package: prize inside. Not "free piece of paper with random pictures and words on it." I try hundreds of times to try to fold that dumb little paper into whatever it is supposed to be, but in the end I realize I just wasted 20 minutes of my life. You rip off children.

Love,
LS1

[Tailish]

Dear my lifeskills teacher,
I really wish you would give us less HW, and keep your calendar right because we did have 1 more lesson to finish up, instead of having to do it at home.

Student

[pij4p4i3o]

dear inquisition,

i don't know why i'm friends with you. the more time we spend together, the more i dislike you. i see qualities i've never seen before; your selfishness, your superiority complex, your narcissism, your idiocy, your cowardice. i love you as a sister, as one of my own. you're one of the most important people in my world. i wish that you could break free of the need to follow, to be part of the ever marching herd of sheep, mindlessly following, doing what they're told. i'd never push you to do anything, i can only nudge you, and provide you with valid reasons not to follow, valid reasons to be your own leader, to take control of your own fate.
i wish that you'd realize that my niceness is fragile, that i'm not at my core a sweet, forgiving, peacful person. that just like you, i have my qualms, i get upset. i just choose to deal with things. i don't bottle things up inside.
i wish you'd trust me. you don't seem to know that it actually hurts me, that you don't. perhaps i myself am being a little selfish in wanting your affection, but i'm only human, right?

-

dear intrigue,

i'm not sure what it is about you, but i and many others want to faun over you, hah. honestly, i'm a little creeped out by myself, at how much i like you. you're eyes are perfect, they're green and blue at the same time and your nose is adorable, your freckles are qourfgweiofbqeuffhqidfb everything about you turns me into a squealing pile of fuzz. it's unsightly. i don't think i've ever been so obsessed with someone, let alone another woman.

[swag;]

dear you-know-who,

either bring up homecoming or give me a hint because I want to go with you

quit making me feel crazy.

I can easily go with other guys so don't be last minute...

- the girl you give mixed feelings too.

[panhead]

Dear Imagine Dragons,

.-. Why you must make so good songs that you can only get if you by the whole album?


_me

[-wild-]

Dear my annoyance

Please let people have their opinions.
If you don't like it, tough. Go away, ignore it.
We also have opinions
No we will not stop just because 'you say so'
Congrats
I don't like you even more now <3

Love from ~ Me

[DragonLoverHere]

Dearest self,
Get back in control. Seriously, you had a dream of how it should be. Take action and make it happen. Set boundaries if you want to avoid another crash and burn. And gosh dang START WRITING THAT ESSAY YOU LAZY GIRL!

Dear ___,
*headdesks* I know you are mad with me... I should be done by now. But the colors are so hard to work with, and things just keep coming up one after the other. We decided to merge accounts, then I reopened my art shop, then you got a BF and I got back in school with all AP/PreAP classes, and now we're moving accounts again... *sighs heavily* I have been trying so hard to make that epic pet for us, but it's so hard to pull the colors together in just the right way and to make the lineart behave.
Deeply exhausted and disgusted with myself,
Your worldly buddy

Dear ___,
Tomorrow, I won't linger unless it's an embrace. I want this to go right and to kill this disgusting heat that ruined us before. At least... until I'm of age and you are still around...
With only the best for us in my heart,
The one who calls you best friend