by iShame » Fri Aug 09, 2013 6:04 pm
Mother;;
Mother, I'm sorry I can't be the perfect middle child you always wanted. I know that I'm same compared to my brothers, the roofhoper that evades the police and totals his friends cars, and the almost clinically insane that was ignored as a baby so he talks so much that it gives you headaches. I'm sorry the world doesn't revolve around you, and that our house is a bug-free trophy to lay in. I'm sorry that myself, brothers and the man your currently with aren't what you expected, and I wish that you would quit giving me idea of what I should look for in a potential husband when I'm older. Who says that I'm not insane because of you, I often wonder if I'm insane, I feel alone when surrounded by my best friends, and I can't even here myself think, normally or with the voices that I can't even claim or pretend to hear. I'm sorry the dog sheds and my four gerbils make so much noise. You've had your share of karma. I get it, but its not over yet. All those years of yelling at me for being a kid, giving my birthday kitten back to the shelter without me even know when I was 14, and so much more. Your the reason why you now cherish me for being so mature at my age. Because if I didn't grow up quick, you'd forget about me. You label me as the good child, the same one, the brave one. I only appear so so you won't stop loving me. I wish you'd just accept me for me. I'm not the good child. You don't care what I do in my school classes as long as I'm not failing, and you won't buy me a new barn of barn boots when my old ones are so bad that I need to use duck tape to hold them together in the snow. Yes, I'm proud of you, being a self-published, and successful, author, but that is the only thing I've found to be proud of about you.
Sincerely
~ The good child
To whom it may concern;
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