by EresTheRat » Thu Aug 08, 2013 12:16 pm
Dear you,
You know I hate that place. You know that it's absolute torture for me to go there. You know how anxious I get when I have to go to places like that, and how bad it makes me feel. Why are you trying to force me to go? And the fact that you LIED about it to me, told me it wasn't optional, that I HAD to go, shows how terrible you are. And when I found out that I didn't have to do it, you wouldn't even listen to what I had to say about it. I tried to be calm, I really did, and I was succeeding until you yelled at me about how stressed out you were. What are you even "stressed" about? You think you're stressed right now? DO YOU KNOW HOW BAD I WOULD FEEL IF YOU MADE ME GO? Did you even stop once to think about how I feel? Oh that's right, no, because when I was ready to talk, you wouldn't even listen. You think I'm just following my friends around? That I don't want to go because they don't think it's "cool"? EXCUSE ME? Yeah, a part is that I don't want to go because I'll have no friends there, and that's because I'LL BE COMPLETELY ALONE! I'll have no one to talk to, and I'll have to wander around for the whole, what, 10 hours? I'll be the sad person who sits on the bench all day alone because they have no one with them. I'll get laughed at by the bratty people walking by, I'll be called a loser, and that'll be my label for the rest of my school life. Do you know what that feels like? Of course not, because you were the "popular" one. But I especially don't want to go because the whole place is hot, disgusting, bug ridden, and there is absolutely nothing to do. I would know, because you've dragged me there before, SO DON'T TELL ME I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. It'll all be 10x worse with the group I'm being forced to go along with. I want you to know right now that if you make me do to this, I swear I will hate you. I'll make it show too. You've ignored my feelings for too long now, you deserve to be shoved off your high horse.
Sincerely,
the girl who has always hated you