by Akele » Tue Jul 30, 2013 5:53 am
Dear girlfriend,
I'm seriously confused.
You've told me before that you need me to surprise you with things, and take the lead, do things to show you how special you are to me.
I do that, and you seem less than enthused.
As soon as I do that, you also make excuses to then not spend time with me. You 'suddenly want to go for a walk', or you 'suddenly want a girl's night out'.
I am seriously confused. And I wish you'd just talk to me about whatever it is that's going on.
I seriously don't deserve this. You're always saying how open and honest you want me to be with you.
But you never, ever talk to me about what's going on.
If I've done something wrong, just tell me instead of dragging it out like this. I deserve to know what I've done so I can fix it. I'm not the brightest crayon in the box, so yes, I'm gonna do some things that are stupid sometimes. But I don't ever mean to do anything to upset or hurt you! So... like... If I've done something, just let me know? So I can apologize and make a note not to do it again? Because I really don't know what I've done. I never, ever do. And you act upset and mad at me for days, sometimes weeks, and I never know what I've done.
This isn't fair. And you're making me really nervous.