Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Kaminari]

dear self
why does it hurt so much inside?
ok seriously I'm fine
why am I so sad right now it's bugging the crap out of me

[Kyar]

Dear Sarah,

Where do I begin? We didn't know each other the best I'll admit. I regret that now. But of course everyone has those regrets. It's just surreal. That's what it is. Where did you go? I miss you. I want to hear back from you again. When I heard from your sister I thought that you'd gotten too busy and quit. You were going off to college too weren't you? I thought so. You and I were both gonna be freshmen this fall. Sarah... what can I say? You were ready to give so much faster than take. Even when you got something you always turned it around for other people. There are a few things I've done on here I regret but I can tell you that there are others I am so thankful for. I remember you winning my giveaway and then turning around and using the pet I gave you to get others that meant a lot to me. I remember you refusing to take my overpay and gifting me the pet in the end. I remember you not wanting to take a single thing away from anyone else. You were always so much more willing to give than anyone else I've ever seen. Everything about you was just... incredible. You were always a light. I think you did tell me you were sick but I didn't know. You told me you were not going to be on and that you were gonna quit... but you came back and I thought... well. The last thing I thought was this. I didn't know how sick you were Sarah. I wish I would've known. You've made me cry out of joy and now I can only cry for pain. It hurts. It does - it hurts so bad. I remember. You would say things about being sick. You did seem to be sick for a long time but I didn't know. I wish I knew. But that was never you was it? You always kept your head up. You were always looking out for other people. You wrote about your best experience on this site and just... it was a message I sent you. That kills me. So much I just... I can't handle this right now Sarah. Please come back. I need to talk to you one more time. I need to tell you how incredible you are. I need to know that you're okay. Where did you go? I just... I can't believe you're really gone. I should've known. I should've known how you came back every now and then and you casually mentioned you weren't feeling too great. I just wish I knew. I would've stayed up all night with you just talking. I wish I would've had the time. Now... I don't know where I am. You have made so much of a difference to me I can't even begin to explain it. I mentioned your name to another user and she remembered your generosity. She said you gave her your favorite pet because you thought she would like it more. Gosh Sarah... you were so perfect. Everything about you was just so amazing. I'm so glad... I'm so so glad I was able to give you anything ever. I'm so glad I was able to make any difference to your time on here and I just... it's overwhelming. All of this. I miss you. Please come back. I know you won't. I know you can't. You left behind a sweet sister though. She was gentle about it. I'm sure you would have been that way too. I just... it's so hard. So hard for me to believe that I really lost you. I remember. I remember that was so long ago... I remember it. I always wondered why I never outright changed that marionette's name. Now I'm so glad I didn't. I left the name you gave him... but I added something. I added "Golden Angel". I told you... "I will NEVER forget this". I mean it. I still mean it now oh Sarah... I hope my Golden Angel is looking after you now. I know it's lame but CS is all I know you through. I know I'm nowhere near perfect but I have to wonder if you remember me. I'm sorry I couldn't tell you this all while you were still here. Everything you ever did was for someone else in the long run. I just can't... I can't fathom it. Sarah... you were incredible. I've never met anyone quite like you. No one else I've ever known gives as wholly and honestly as you did. No one else takes every single valuable pet they have and gives it away. Everything you did was incredible. You were so wonderful. I'm gonna miss you so much. I will never forget you. <3

I bet you're smiling aren't you? You were always happy.

Love you, Sarah,
Ky <3

[iHolli]

Dear Dad;
I hate you. I wish I could say it to your face but I can't. I wish I could just give you a piece of my mind like I so desperately want to. I wish I could tell you excactly what I think of you.
You are a selfish and very ungrateful jerk. You spend hundreds buying yourself nice things while you get worthless, cheap things for the rest of your family. You complain about all the trips that Mom has made, even though you know she needed to be there to take care of Grandpa in his last few months and that she needed to be there for her son's- my brother's- very important graduation. And yet you just tell her that you slave away and she does absolutely nothing for you. She takes care of your house. She feeds you. She puts up with your crap day in and day out. She doesn't complain nearly as much as you do and she cares more about her family than you ever have and ever will. She is willing to listen patiently to her daughter's problems while you can only make hypocritical remarks about how much time I spend on my tablets. And she has more common sense than you ever possibly could.
You were insane before but now you have become even more so. You barely have enough sense to stay out of the way of an oncoming train. And here you are, messing up my day by downgrading me phone wise with this stupid phone and utterly worthless plan that I will now have to endure for a month. This is your birthday present to me? All I want is my old phone back. At least it had a camera and didn't have this ungodly thing you call a plan. This was your worst idea yet. And then you have the nerve to come to me for sympathy because you are 'such a failiure.' Well I have no interest in sympathizing with stupid, senseless males who spend their time wasting their money, arguing with my mother for the most pathetic reasons, and tyring to get on my good side after telling me that I can get a job and pay for my own stupid phone. I also refuse to have pity on stupid males who will not listen to reason or do the proper research before buying their daughter's birthday present. It sucks for you that it's your money you wasted. Now Mom and I get to clean up your mess, just like always.
And you say everyone else is stupid. Haven't you ever looked in the dictionary? Or at least a mirror? Definition is gonna be staring you right in the face, genius.
Well I've had enough of you. You come home from work and find some pathetic little excuse to argue with Mom over. You try to land me in trouble every time I go anywhere near my tablets, my Wii, and especially my phone. And you are constatly making fun of Matt, even though he is trying very hard to fit in here. You are the most worthless, stupid, selfish, ungrateful being I have ever known, and I would not wish you on my worst enemy. My only regret is that I have to be related to you. As if I'm not already cursed enough. I am more ashamed of you than I can put into words.
Thank God I have the most wonderful best friend anyone could ever, ever wish for. He has done more for me in less than a year than you have in all my life. Last year while I fell apart and suffered pain and loneliness you did nothing, you did not even acknowledge me. He stepped into my life and has been helping my broken self along the path of my life. I don't know what I would ever do without him. He has been there for me since day one, and you have never even tried. I would have gone completely insane by now if it weren't for him.
I am just so glad that I will be far, far away from you for nearly a week. Instead I will be enjoying myself with my best friend as we celebrate my birthday- which is another thing, he has put more effort into making the days surrounding my birthday wonderful, whereas you have never done anything involving the day.
Oh, this weekend will not be overwith soon enough...

Without love,
Your daughter

Dear Riley;
How can I ever thank you? Already you have made this the best birthday I have ever had, and the official day has not even come yet. No one has ever surprised me with a birthday celebration, as I have always had to plan everything myself. But you did, and it has been a very special thing that I will always remember.
I love the game and you know it, but I can't even begin to tell you how much your card means to me. I have read it a hundred times tying to understand how you can give me something that says all of that and believe the words describe me. I don't see myself as that person...but I want to try and see myself the way you do. It means a lot to me, because no one has ever given me something with such meaning. Any other cards I have received have all basically said the same meaningless thing about what a special person I am, and it has gotten too normal to mean anything to me at all. But yours was different. It really means something.
As the words read...It's no wonder I love having you for a friend. A best friend. Without you I would still be that lost and very alone girl you met at the start of the last schoolyear. Because of you, today I can be the girl with hope and the greatest friend in the world.
Thank you. So much. For absolutely everything.

A friend's love,
Your best friend

[Piera]

Dear my dads girlfriend,
You better stay the freaking hell away from me for the rest of the night. How dare you ruin my day. I just came back from spending a few hours with my mum before she went back to Adelaide and having a nice night at my sisters house with my dog. As soon as I come back and grab a glass to pour a drink, you jump up and give my dad my report card, telling him that I probably hid it in my bag. How about you shut your mouth and think for once? Mind your own damn business. I did not hide it, just because I left it in my bag does not mean I hid it. And pointing out that that most of it was bad, even tough I wasn't was just an ass thing to do. It's not my fault I was stuck in Adelaide for two weeks and missed some work. You could of told my dad during the day I was at my sisters but noooooo, you wanted to try and be a smart ass. Mind your own damn business you cow or im gonna start going through yours. How about I talk about your kid? Talking to herself and whispering 'kill' repeatedly or saying that she is 'going to hang on the cross' and hitting her not even one year old sister in the face, leaving a mark because 'she was in her room". You think I have problems? Look at your own damn kid.
With much hate,
Motochika

[mindless.]

Dear Dad,
I hope you are damn well proud of yourself.
You hit my sister.
I will not forgive you for this.
Too far this time.
Parents are patient.
You yelled at her FIRST THING.
So yes she said something back!
But you HIT YOUR DAUGHTER.
You will not kick her out.
You will not hit her again.
Because those threats you may as well carry out in me too

She is my sister, and you will never again lay a finger on her. Or I WILL hit you back.

With more hate than ever,
Your...daughter.

[RoyalDarkness316~]

To whoever,
I wish i wasn't so lonely...
*sigh*
Royal

[TenMomentsTill]

Dear You,

Stop this. Do you see what you are doing? Your tearing us apart and everyone knows we don't need that. You scare me so I put on a facade of being indestructible. You are even scaring our Dad. Don't you dare do anything stupid. I can't take anything bad now or ever.

[Yoloswagger]

Dear Person From My Classroom,
I just had to write this to you. Did you ever think that your bullying to me was going to not be handled with?
I think that was a bad mistake. You were 'harassing' me in class. All day. It was the worst it s ever gotten to.
You started laughing when I ran out of the gym crying, covering my face with my hands to not be embarrassed. But then you started pointing, showing your so called 'friends' that I was crying like a 'baby'.
At least my friend took pity on me, and she walked me down to the office, where the principal talked to me.
She told me she would make him stop.
Next day, apparently your 'cried'.
I know you can fake cry. I've seen you. And at lunch I was outside the class door when you were with your friend when it was lunch recess. You spotted me. So I ran to the computer lab and hid behind the door, scared you would find me. Then you past me, and you kept muttering stuff under your breath, which I was sure was more bullying, or, lies you would tell. I watched from teh door crack as you went into the girls bathroom, before coming out, looking mad, turning the lights off. I heard you mutter under your breath, "She's in the boys washroom then," Before walking away.
I hope you know how scary you are. I get that your graduating on Thursday next week, and that your scared of going to Spencer, but your a natural bully.
From, Victim Of You.

[jules9009]

Dear Sarah,
Why did you have to leave all of us? Why couldn't you just have... Just tried? Why did you have to give up? So many people cared, and you know dang well that I did. I'm copeing I guess, but its not the same without you here. I miss coming into our room and you not being sitting on my bed, not messing with my stuff no matter how irritated I got, not helping me with my work. i miss not having you sitting on the laptop in the living room and showing me how to play on your funny little sites like this.
You were always the bright ball of sunlight. And now your gone. all of your friends in real life miss you. All of your friends on the internet for petes sake! You were so important. And i don;t want you to be gone.

<3 Julia.

[Helmuth]

Dear ______,

Don't be afraid. This is just the beginning. And there's gonna be a lot of things in this world you're going to be scared of.