by CarrieJo..♥ » Mon Oct 01, 2012 7:38 pm
You know what? I'm sorry *insertnamehere* that I am trying to recover. I'm sorry I couldn't make it to church today because feeling was coming back into my face and I was in complete and utter pain. I am sorry for having to go through the horrific surgery. I am sorry that I have to take a pain medicine that makes me hallucinate, not remember things, feel high, and not be able to walk steadily without help. I am sorry that I am so paranoid of falling over or tripping and then screw something up, causing my mouth to be wired shut for six months. No my feet, legs, and arms aren't broken, but right now I'd give anything to switch for every single one to be instead of having this pain. I am sorry for being such a horrible friend to you and not letting you only talk about your problems 24/7 and when I try it's like I can either get over it, move on, or suck it up. I'm sorry for being so self centered. You know what? I lied. I'm not sorry. Not one bit. You need to get over yourself. It is NOT all about you. Stop acting like it is. I am so sick and tired of you thinking you are the only one with problems. You don't see me as a friend, you see me as the nice person who's going to listen at any time. No. I'm not putting up with that anymore. Just leave me alone and let me recover. Let me get through my problems without you shoving your's onto my plate.
Thank you. Have a nice day. -_-
Regret. I’m pretty sure we have met
Every single day of your life. I’m the whisper inside
That won’t let you forget. Hello, my name is defeat
I know you recognize me, just when you think you can win
I’ll drag you right back down again ‘til you've lost all belief
These are the voices, these are the lies
And I have believed them, for the very last time
Hello, my name is child of the one true King
I've been saved, I've been changed, and I have been set free
“Amazing Grace” is the song I sing
Hello, my name is child of the one true King
I am no longer defined by all the wreckage behind
I am a child of the one true King