Things That Annoy You [v.44]

[Hark]

I really didnt know it was possible to hate myself so much...I was just thinking about it, and I can only find faults. I ruined a friendship that meant a lot to me that i'll never get back, im falling behind in school already in Honors Chemistry, have extremely low self esteem, now have no boyfriend because he wanted to just be friends, I have no social life basically, and just so many other things. I know I shouldnt be thinking like that, but I just cant help it anymore. When did everything start going bad again?

[hellebore]

I really didnt know it was possible to hate myself so much...I was just thinking about it, and I can only find faults. I ruined a friendship that meant a lot to me that i'll never get back, im falling behind in school already in Honors Chemistry, have extremely low self esteem, now have no boyfriend because he wanted to just be friends, I have no social life basically, and just so many other things. I know I shouldnt be thinking like that, but I just cant help it anymore. When did everything start going bad again?

Everything you just said is true for me too, except I'm failing my advanced math.

[Kaliyana]

....I just got a freaking chain letter in PM.
Telling me that if I don't pass it along that something bad will happen to me such as the death of a loved one...
LOLOK!
Reported.
I thought this crap stopped? o.O

[[axolotl]]

my favorite fish is dying.

nuff said.

[Hark]

I really didnt know it was possible to hate myself so much...I was just thinking about it, and I can only find faults. I ruined a friendship that meant a lot to me that i'll never get back, im falling behind in school already in Honors Chemistry, have extremely low self esteem, now have no boyfriend because he wanted to just be friends, I have no social life basically, and just so many other things. I know I shouldnt be thinking like that, but I just cant help it anymore. When did everything start going bad again?

Everything you just said is true for me too, except I'm failing my advanced math.

Im sorry to hear that the same is happening to you, but its somewhat to know im not alone. (Im not doing so well at math either) Most people would just say that im overreacting but I really just dont like who I am anymore.

[Katria]

....I just got a freaking chain letter in PM.
Telling me that if I don't pass it along that something bad will happen to me such as the death of a loved one...
LOLOK!
Reported.
I thought this crap stopped? o.O

Exact same here. o.e
I don't see why people believe it...

Brother, seriously. shut-up. Do not speak. shuush. You're talking to yourself, and I dont wanna hear it.

[Kaliyana]

I really didnt know it was possible to hate myself so much...I was just thinking about it, and I can only find faults. I ruined a friendship that meant a lot to me that i'll never get back, im falling behind in school already in Honors Chemistry, have extremely low self esteem, now have no boyfriend because he wanted to just be friends, I have no social life basically, and just so many other things. I know I shouldnt be thinking like that, but I just cant help it anymore. When did everything start going bad again?

Everything you just said is true for me too, except I'm failing my advanced math.

Im sorry to hear that the same is happening to you, but its somewhat to know im not alone. (Im not doing so well at math either) Most people would just say that im overreacting but I really just dont like who I am anymore.

I almost failed almost all of my classes and didn't graduate because I stopped going to school to avoid seeing someone I had considered my best and closest friend for three years because he got a boyfriend and then suddenly decided that I wasn't worth his time because I got on his nerves...
So I know how you feel. </3

[silverfox24]

I just stood up for myself to one of my friends.
I'm she's really mad at me now.
I'm so scared. I mean I know I did the right thing but it's terrible when she's mad at me because she makes all my other friends ignore me and she tells people lies about me and she treats me terribly.
I'm so scared why did I do that I hate myself I'm an idiot I'm such an idiot I don't deserve anything I have I really hate myself right now why did I do that I'm such a piece of crap

[orange juice.]

I don't want to start school.

[Zeee]

i was on a 'funny joke' app on my phone.
i came across a post that said...

aye girls! do me a favor? walk to your bathroom and stand in front of your mirror. rinse your face and remove your makeup. fake eyelashes, and hair extensions. take it all off. put your hair up in a ponytail and and change into your sweats and a t-shirt. did you do it? alright. now stand in front of your mirror again and stare at your beautiful self for 3 whole minutes. now don't you dare criticize yourself. point out your strengths and what makes you beautiful and unique. your flaws are what make you sexy. now, go ahead and wear your makeup- dress to impress, whatever. but don't hide behind it. let it only emphasize your natural pretty face. you're all beautiful in every shape, color, or size. don't you dare ever think different.

the problem with this is that i did this. i changed into sweats and a t-shirt. i rinsed off all my makeup, everything...
but i couldn't think of positive feelings. all i thought was "you're so ugly, you look so ugly in that outfit."
ugh...