by saige. » Thu Aug 16, 2012 6:15 pm
I thought shopping would be fun today
I thought I would get cute clothes for school and I'd look good in them since I liked how they looked when I first bought them
Well
Now that I've tried them on I can't stand how I look in them
I look hideous
I look fat
I just look awful.
But I can't tell my Mom that I want to return them for that reason, she'd probably get mad at me
I should've just tried on the clothes before I bought them and saved my money for something I do look good in.
I'm already returning one pair of jeans because I look like a fat mermaid in them
And she wasn't happy about that because I said yes to them at first, now I'm saying no
Why am I even buying skinny jeans in the first place?
They don't suit me
I just need to stick to bootcut and flare
Stuff that doesn't constrict my legs.
I should've just tried on all the clothes and saw how they looked on me before all of this.
And gotten my mom's and sister's opinions as well.
But no
Because I'm stupid
I just want to return most of the things that I've bought, get my money back, and start over.
But of course my Mom will probably be furious and ask why I bought all that in the first place if I wasn't going to like it.
I can't exactly tell her because of my self-image issues. She'll understand, but I don't want to cause any drama or anything like that which is unnecessary.
Though I can't help it. I just want to cry because I only look good in certain clothes that I normally can't wear to school because of the strict rules we have set for dress code.
Heck, I'm crying now because I can't stand it.
Maybe once I actually fix up my hair and put on make up it'll look good.
Though I doubt it.
I just wish I hadn't been so careless with my shopping.
I just want to restart this day and redo what I bought.
i sent snacky a joke and they gave me a yeen what a world