Cap'n βʋииι wrote:purrfect aradia; wrote:are you kidding me??
now she's yelling at me for the stupidest reason?
everyone hates me in real life im sick of it all
i just wanna fall asleep and never wake upNo you don't. You don't. You seriously do not even want to think that.
Because someone loves you, someone will always love you no matter how you feel. It's just sometimes they can't be there for you, or sometimes they don't act like they do. But they do. Even when it seems like you're all alone, somebody loves you. It could be your family, a friend, or just a stranger. You might not even realize it. But they do. Someone loves you. Please don't say that. Please.
Because someone loves you. I love you for being the person you are.
People here love you.
Please don't say that. Dying isn't worth it, because the people who love you will think that you didn't love them. Love them now, even if you think they don't love you back. Okay?
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Okay. I need to, uh... yeah. ._.
it doesnt feel like anyone does in real life. i constantly get yelled at, nothing more. hell, i havent been told "i love you" in real life since.. almost a year. i tell my mom i love her, but she cant even say it. i didnt do anything wrong. and my dad isnt even in my life. whenever i talk to him on the phone, all he does is literally yell at me for doing 'this' or 'this' wrong. it seems like i do everything wrong. i need someone in real life to actually show me affection. i just cant take it anymore.
to be honest, cs is the only reason why i still havent killed myself. but my family threatens to take away my laptop everyday. its like they want me gone.
im trying but THEY dont love me back. the only reason why im probably still alive is from my internet friends, and if my mom DOES take away my laptop, i dont even know what ill do. all i know is just it wont be pretty. .-.
maybe its just a stupid mood swing and after ill be a happy self like i was 2 weeks ago. =/
to be honest, cs is the only reason why i still havent killed myself. but my family threatens to take away my laptop everyday. its like they want me gone.
im trying but THEY dont love me back. the only reason why im probably still alive is from my internet friends, and if my mom DOES take away my laptop, i dont even know what ill do. all i know is just it wont be pretty. .-.
maybe its just a stupid mood swing and after ill be a happy self like i was 2 weeks ago. =/


















