by saige. » Thu Jul 12, 2012 7:27 am
Why can't I have feelings like a normal human being? At this point, I should be upset like the rest of my family, I should be feeling anger, I should feel scared, I should feel upset, but I'm not and I can't even push myself to try and feel this way. No, I just have to be that heartless cretin who feels nothing at all. Should it be better that I'm not feeling anything like this? Not if I don't want to feel like a cold, poor excuse of a family member. But what the hell can I do? Nothing, nothing at all. Instead, I get to sit here and be the damn optimist I'm stuck being and rather than feeling down, I'm perfectly fine and can go on like nothing has even happened.
i sent snacky a joke and they gave me a yeen what a world