by Raven Wolf » Tue Apr 06, 2010 4:39 am
I'm Pagan, Ecclectic Solitary Wiccan (not solitary by choise) , I have a Cronic case of A.D.D, that affects my memory at times and my ability to stick to one task for any given time, and I remember very little of my past, which I think is undiagnosed Post Tramatic Syndrome. I have a severe case of Social Anxiety Disorder - but I'm tring to overcome that some, it is the most problamatic, expeshaly with people whom are Upity, confrontational, rude, overbearing and or sarcastic towards others. I don't have good dealing with people skills because I spent half my life avoiding them because of the social anxiety. But I'm trying to work on that. I'm often taken as being rude because I don't know how to say.. do.. deal with people well. I have Regular Anxiety disorder too but it afects things like - cramped spaces, large crouds & geting on esculators, being up high. I can't Drive because of my combination of disorders, mega crappy but Its safer for you all if I don't. My emotions are sometimes crazy I can be bawling, raging angry & happy all within 5 min. one day and fine for several afterwards. I don't know what that is ?? And I stress over stupid stuff all the time - Anxiety Disorder. I'm not on any Med's other than I take St. johns wort sometimes if the stress is unbreable, but that rarely happens I am trying to force myself to cope. I read and everything at a normal level my brain works fine. Both my Mom & brothers have simalar diagnosis my mom being the worst off - she drifts off into daydreaming or wherever she goes and seems to have left the real world most of the time. Both brothers have ADHA. Doc's never have been sure what my Mom has and she has to have meds or she is a total loony.
Other than that I don't fit into many Minority's - I still have Dial Up - not by choise.

