Today was just exhausting. My body is aching and I'm freezing cold. I want to sleep right now. But it's not even 8pm yet. Not late enough to sleep. And assignments must be worked on. But I... I just cannot concentrate on anything right now. I just want to huddle up inside my nice warm bed and drift off to sleep. But I cannot. This is disappointing.
And this new friend I've recently made. She has a boyfriend, and they're a beautiful couple. Truly, they are. But it reminds me so much of my relationship last year. Which, ended June last year, funnily enough. It was my first relationship, and it only lasted three months, but the emotions it brought. Them emotions. Seeing this cute couple just makes me remember that. And it is utterly painful. Why are emotions so cruel. I never used to be someone who was emotional. But now, they're everywhere. What happened to me.
My iPod is on shuffle. It keeps playing all these songs which seem to relate to me right now. This is a bad thing. Why, iPod, why. Can you play something that I don't relate to. I don't feel like listening to the radio right now, either. Can you just play something... just something else. Please.
/floats away























