I simply cant stop crying right now...
This morning, i saved a small bird from my friends cats mouth. If had no wounds, but it was in shock and not aple to fly, so i took it with me in a little box. When i got home with it, i gave it a shower (dripping drops of water on it, so it could shake them off) and feeding it with bread and fruit. At first it was very scared but after some hours, it relaxed and fell asleep on my hand. I could feel its heartbeat and i was very touched. It felt so good to help such a small creature...
Later, it began to fly a little, so i thought if i kept it for a few days, i could release it into the wild again when it was feeling better. 1 hour ago i wanted to see it, and saw it was sleeping with its head under its wing. I tought it looked so cute, so i ran out to grap my camera to take a picture... I just didnt see that my cat sneaked into the room...
Now its dead... i tried to safe it in time, but i cat breaked its neck before i could even react.. I feel so guilty... Had i just been more carefull.. or moved it another room.. or.. anything.. The bird Hanso would still be alive.. Its been an hour and im still crying my heart out..
Sorry.. i Just had to get it of my chest.. I just feel so stupid.. i know its just a bird.. but.. I can still feel the hardbeat against my palm..
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//Crybaby Out//