by Haagen-Daagen » Sun Sep 02, 2012 6:35 pm
Man, lately I've been thinking about A a lot.. I haven't talked to him since Freshman orientation, and that was before school started a couple weeks ago.. I see him in between classes every now and then, but it's only a glimpse, and there's always so many people that he never sees me. During band camp though, he did wave to me when he and the rest of the football team was packing up after practice to let us on the field. I hardly ever see him, but I can't stop thinkin about him.. He's messing me up during band drills, because I keep freaking out, knowing he'll be there when we perform at the football game on Friday, and I'm terrified that I'll miss a step or part of the drill, and I'm so dang clumsy that whenever I mess up, it's super obvious. The thought of him just makes me mess up more. It's enraging.
It also sucks because I'm starting to like a couple other guys. One, mostly due to his looks, and the fact that he's the son of a Marine(something that seriously seems to attract me..A's a Marine's son too), and the other I've known for a while because he goes to my church. He's pretty sweet, always coming to talk to me at church. He said I looked pretty last Sunday, too. X] The thing is, A knows both of them really well. He's on a baseball team with R(church fellow) and plays football with N(Marine's son). A seemed like he might like me, how he acted all the times I talk to him and such, and so does R. I'm just afraid that if I do go out with one of them, it might hurt the other one somehow..
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