Crushes, Boyfriends and Girlfriends | V3

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now i am really struggling with describing how i feel about caleb.
it is like i love him so much, but he doesn't give me any glance or acknowledge i'm there.
i rush out of homeroom just to freaking walk passed him. how obsessed am i?
it is like i am so desperate to be close to him when he just ignores me.
it is like every day, he kills my heart a little more. he squished my pathetic heart more than the day before.
it is like i die everyday because of him, but live just to be close to him.
i want to get over him, but it is like i just can't get him out of my head. it is always nagging me, "caleb, caleb... i wonder if he is going out with anyone?"
my friend wants me to ask him to formal. HA. football player x artclub president? how would THAT ever work out?

and i am worried about him. some of the guys he hangs out with are bad. they are really sweet and smart, but made mistakes and do drugs.
i am worried he'll get into it, because he is one of those people who just wants to fit in, and will risk everything just to be part of the 'popular crowd.'

[Nimble Awesomeness]

Heyyyy, I just wanted to ask for some advice.

Uh, I dunno how to put this but... I'm scared of kissing my boyfriend. /:
I want to kiss Matty, but I'm scared. Not uncomfortable. Scared.
He went for a peck as we split up for class, but I refused and now I feel bad. I just am scared that I'll end up eating his face instead of kissing him. DX

don't use your teeth. that is for eating.

practice on your hand?

{ I loled at that first part @Antipode }

And I agree. Practice on your hand or just start out with small kisses. Your first kiss doesn't have to be making out. Once you both get comfortable with kissing then take it up to more intimate [?] kissing.

Eh, hands never worked out well for me. Honestly, a wall is a better bet, preferably one that's only about 6 or so inches thick so you can get your hands around it.

...I understand how stupid it sounds that I know this. x.x It's not as bad as you think. (I've just played truth or dare one too many times...xD)

[TuneToTabbys<3]

alright so . . . i need MAJOR help people

So I like this guy named JJ but I don't know if he likes me, i mean he sends mixed signals. he flirts and acts like he likes me when we are alone but in front of his friends he makes fun of me. We have known each other forever and i go to his baseball games and what do i do? He has NO clue whatsoever that i like him and i wanna tell him that i do but i am SO afraid of losing him and have no courage AT ALL when it comes to him. And if that isn't enough my BFF likes him and i don't want to ruin that either :'(
The thing is i have tried to ask him before about his crushes and stuff and we are both really shy and don't like attention drawn to us. i talk to him outside of school and have even been to his baseball games. We have known each other as long as i can remember, but we are never really alone anymore since my friend likes him and is always flirting cus she thinks he likes her although he clearly doesn't
I have always wanted to send him this in a letter though

Okay well i love you eyes and your hair. and pretty much everything about you.
i can't stop thinking about you, not even in my dreams. When i see you i get
butterflies, feel faint and my words get twisted. I can't live without you. and
well . . . I just wanted to telll you that i love you. ♥

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i had a really great dream about my crush; but it was weird. i am trying to figure out what it means.
maybe i love him so much, but he hurts me so bad ...

[starstream<=]

Heyyyy, I just wanted to ask for some advice.

Uh, I dunno how to put this but... I'm scared of kissing my boyfriend. /:
I want to kiss Matty, but I'm scared. Not uncomfortable. Scared.
He went for a peck as we split up for cl, but I refused and now I feel bad. I just am scared that I'll end up eating his face instead of kissing him. DX

first of all, keep calm. xD
78% of all first kisses are awkward, horrible, or just plain odd. one of my friends smacked noses, another got an open-mouthed surprise, and one had her guy completely miss and get her nostril instead. sometimes it's just a little awkward after or right before, mostly because it's a new and something you only do with someone you really like
i was one of the few lucky ones who got a pretty good first kiss. it was in the back of a friend's car on a double date, and i was half asleep when it happened, but boy did i wake up after that.
first kisses are never like the movies. there's no romantic music playing or fireworks going off or fancy stuff like that, so don't expect it or you might be disappointed afterwards.

now for the important stuffs.
first off all, if you think you're ready to go for it, tilt your to the right a little bit (or the left if he's tilted right for some reason, but most people tilt right). make sure you don't just randomly do it either, because that will kind of make it awkward. wait until you're both comfortable with each other and happy. the closer you are to him, the easier too.
second, keep your mouth closed. xD for first time kissers i would definitely not suggest biting his lip or using tongue, or even opening your mouth very wide. you'll learn all of that stuff later after you're comfortable with normal kissing. not to mention it'll keep your from clinking teeth and such.
thirdly, you don't necessarily have to pucker your lips up a ton. just kind of pushing your lips forward a bit to meet his fine, but over puckering is like smushing your lips against a wall, because your not relaxed enough. if he doesn't quite meet it, or if he goes for it you and you don't quite meet it either, it's ok. my first time, i totally didn't know what to do. i didn't fully get it until try number three.

don't take all of this too seriously though. it's different for everybody, and this is just some tips to keep you from (hopefully!) being exceptionally nervous. and it's awkward first time, who cares? you'll get it eventually. C;

so hope this helps a bit. ^^

[WILD HORSES<3]

One night I had a dream about my boyfriend. It was about a zombie apocoplise and he was protecting me and then at the end he was bit and turned into one and I woke up crying.

[Shire14]

now i am really struggling with describing how i feel about caleb.
it is like i love him so much, but he doesn't give me any glance or acknowledge i'm there.
i rush out of homeroom just to freaking walk passed him. how obsessed am i?
it is like i am so desperate to be close to him when he just ignores me.
it is like every day, he kills my heart a little more. he squished my pathetic heart more than the day before.
it is like i die everyday because of him, but live just to be close to him.
i want to get over him, but it is like i just can't get him out of my head. it is always nagging me, "caleb, caleb... i wonder if he is going out with anyone?"
my friend wants me to ask him to formal. HA. football player x artclub president? how would THAT ever work out?

and i am worried about him. some of the guys he hangs out with are bad. they are really sweet and smart, but made mistakes and do drugs.
i am worried he'll get into it, because he is one of those people who just wants to fit in, and will risk everything just to be part of the 'popular crowd.'

ok i am totally jealuse, art club pres?! thats awesome, and he is a idiot who doesnt know how he feels about things. im sorry hes ignorant to the wonderful people around him. BTW love your avatar, i have the same pick saved to my pictures X3

[Lana1171]

And.... I'm upset once again :'(

My brother was on Facebook and D (my crush) was online and I have liked him for 2 years now his a little shy anyways, this is how the convo went J is my brother D is my crush my name is T and my friend is H:

J: hey
D: yo
j:sup?
J: T says hey
J: H said that she is going to kiss you
J: sends a pic of himself
D: ok
J: want T's number
D: umm no thanks

I guess it's not the end of the world, I just don't get it hes shy around me, he looks at me when I'm around all the time, he's really nice what should I do next?

[TuneToTabbys<3]

And.... I'm upset once again :'(

My brother was on Facebook and D (my crush) was online and I have liked him for 2 years now his a little shy anyways, this is how the convo went J is my brother D is my crush my name is T and my friend is H:

J: hey
D: yo
j:sup?
J: T says hey
J: H said that she is going to kiss you
J: sends a pic of himself
D: ok
J: want T's number
D: umm no thanks

I guess it's not the end of the world, I just don't get it hes shy around me, he looks at me when I'm around all the time, he's really nice what should I do next?

Maybe just slip your number in his locker? if you don't go to school together Steal the number from your brother (XD) and call him on your cell, telll him that it is you and talk then he will have your number ;D

[Lana1171]

And.... I'm upset once again :'(

My brother was on Facebook and D (my crush) was online and I have liked him for 2 years now his a little shy anyways, this is how the convo went J is my brother D is my crush my name is T and my friend is H:

J: hey
D: yo
j:sup?
J: T says hey
J: H said that she is going to kiss you
J: sends a pic of himself
D: ok
J: want T's number
D: umm no thanks

I guess it's not the end of the world, I just don't get it hes shy around me, he looks at me when I'm around all the time, he's really nice what should I do next?

Maybe just slip your number in his locker? if you don't go to school together Steal the number from your brother (XD) and call him on your cell, telll him that it is you and talk then he will have your number ;D

Thank you for reading this lol Only one problem lol, if I put my number in he's locker he's friends ((he friends are mean ) are going to get it off him and ring it off their phones which I have no clue on there numbers are so I can't ignore them and tell everyone that i did that good idea tho we go to school together but no classes together but same year level. My brother doesn't have he's number none of my friends do lol he's shy and doesn't talk much Thank you for reading and getting back to me