i have a crush on this one amazing, fantastic guy. he's the nicest, sweetest guy i know. we met at a speech competition, and we were best friends for the two meets we saw each other at. but he probably has a girlfriend, or at least a girl he has his eyes on. /every girl at the meet/ called him hot, but he ignored them to talk to me. does that mean he likes me? probably not. he didn't seem like the type of person to believe in 'love at first sight', but i guess you never know. after the first meet i met him, at the next one - when i saw him, i screamed, "johnathan! remember me?" and he said, "the only person who wouldn't remember you would have to be a blind idiot."
i can't tell if that means he thought i was super ugly, or super pretty. :/
leaning more towards the ugly, but whatever. when i started to complain about how fat i was to him, as i officially began using him as the remedy to my sadness, he told me that i was perfect. :x
but.
he's moving. maybe to a different state, i don't know. i couldn't get his phone number, and now i probably never will. i guess;; if you love someone, set them free? and if they really love you, they'll come back? yeah.
i just don't know what i should do. one of my "friends" has his number, but he says the only way i'll get it is going on a date with him. i usually wouldn't have a problem with daniel, the one who has johnathan's number, but ... he's a player. long story, not going to get in to it. basically, i never want to see him again.
i just don't know if i should try and get over johnathan and try to find an interest in the boys who go to my school ... or try and snatch that number from daniel's phone.
/flails/