by ~ A n g e l ~ » Fri Mar 09, 2012 1:04 am
I have a crush on a kid who's a year older than me. He's a real sweetheart and really funny, that's partly why I like him. He's himself, that's how he is. He won't pretend to be something he's not. <3
So anyways, last week I gathered up the courage and asked him to go to shops with me. Shops is every day 5 at my school and we get to go anywhere for linch and then get to the school where shops is.
He said yes. He said he would go with me. So we agreed to go to A&W for lunch. It's really nice, not like a date or anything.
Then come in the class jerks. Meaning about half the class. They think that me and him are dating and won't leave us alone. I only asked him to come to shops with me, it's not a proper date!
Now that it's shops today, I'm nervous. List of reasons:
-What if I screw something up?
-What if I say the wrong thing?
-What if he doesn't want to be friends?
-What if he hates me?
-What if the kids in my class actually DO come top A&W and film it? (They said they would, I'm hoping it was a joke)
-What if the kids in my class annoy us to the point where we aren't friends?
-What if he likes me back?
-What if he asks me to go out with him?
-What if I lose my voice from nerves?
-What if I say the wrong thing if he asks me out?
I don't wanna screw something up. I just want to have a nice lunch and then go to shops. That's it. I have a feeling that something's gonna go wrong and that he's not gonna like me.
Then come in the kids in his class. They won't shut up. I am not dating him, he is not dating me. We're just FRIENDS. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK HEADS.
Then come in people who aren't bullies that I hate. No, it's not gross that I like him. It's not gross that we're going to lunch. Just sthu and get out of my life.
(Also the fact that I posted this on the Trade Rant Thread by mistake. x.o)
When you see the blue box appear,
When you see the troubles in the city disappear,
When you know that I'm not the same,
You'll know,
That the Doctor came.
"The Doctor. He's like Ice and Fire and rage."
"You need someone. I think you need someone to stop you."