R a t c h e t wrote:OhFireflight wrote:I just had to do a math puzzle for math. Took like 10 min. -.-
R a t c h e t wrote:People are ranting about my best friend on Tumblr.
My best friend. The friend I go do school with, the friend that keeps the bullies away and is more of a sister to me than a friend.
Yes, she made a mistake. She's new to the forums of CS. Leave her alone, she didn't know any better. :c And they just won't shut up about it either--they're just so...hrg.
God. I feel so much like crying, I'm so mad.
How can they do this? I respected these people damn it, and then to see them mocking her behind her back? I just...I don't know. I'm shocked and horrified at what they're saying.
So mad I'm shaking.
Glad I've never seen those sort of stuff before myself. Why don't you ask them to stop?
Because then I won't be able to stop. I'll fly into a blind rage.
This is just...sickening.
I know it sounds stupid, but I hurt a whole lot more inside now than ever.
OhFireflight wrote:It doesn't sound stupid. It's common when you feel helpless, and I know the rage feeling. Perhaps some of the offenders will see your post here.
I just...emotions. I hate them.
I hate myself for being mad at the people because they didn't know. I hate myself for not educating my friend properly on CS edicate or however it's spelled. Damn it, why can't I hate someone else for a change?
This stupid defense mechanism or whatever it is is going to tear me apart mentally. I know they're reading this, and I'm sorry, bro. I can't help but like you because you're awesome, you even gave me a doodle and I love it to pieces.
Why can't I react like a normal person? ;n;