I take your [redacted] little 5-hour test all to go to college. And now you tell me that, the literal WEEK AFTER, I have to do ANOTHER one to get into college?! This is so [redacted] stupid. I don’t even want to go to college, I’m just forcing myself into something that I know I’ll hate. And every single class is giving tests and choir has a bazillion performances and I’m already getting behind and doing awful... I’m going to bash my head into a wall. Maybe I’ll get a concussion and I’ll get to skip all this.
EDIT: Feeling really drained and tired now, which is actually a good sign, as it means my initial spike of anxiety has passed. My problems are still the same, but rn I’m just... I wanna lie down I guess. Didn’t do any work 6th period because I needed to give myself time to vent and calm down.