currently battling the thought of becoming an actress when i get older.
plan on getting into nyu, auditioning in nyc. but i dont even know if i have what it takes to get in such a high standard school rip.
but it sucks because i dont have what it takes. i dont.
lets face it, most actors are considered beautiful and need their looks in order to be on camera. my body, on the other hand, is proving hard to cooperate with. ive tried loosing weight multiple times but it ended up with a eaten tear filled ice cream bowl [how ironic]. how am i supposed to get a position? surely i dont wanna have the opportunity to play the ugly fat friend in every movie i audition for.
i dont have the guts to do it either. i have emotions inside me. i am a very emotional person. i know i can unleash those emotions but i know i cant in front of a big crowd, or else ill look "stupid" or somethin.
the business is hard to compete in. most of the ones you have seen on screen are strong and willing to fight back to take the lead role. i dont even have the guts to raise my hand in class haha.
the main thing is i really dont know where to start. should i submit headshots to a website or buy a catalog or??? im a teenager, i have a lot of time to figure things out but i really dont know how..
idk. feel free to reply if youd like, but this is just a way to store my thoughts.
plan on getting into nyu, auditioning in nyc. but i dont even know if i have what it takes to get in such a high standard school rip.
but it sucks because i dont have what it takes. i dont.
lets face it, most actors are considered beautiful and need their looks in order to be on camera. my body, on the other hand, is proving hard to cooperate with. ive tried loosing weight multiple times but it ended up with a eaten tear filled ice cream bowl [how ironic]. how am i supposed to get a position? surely i dont wanna have the opportunity to play the ugly fat friend in every movie i audition for.
i dont have the guts to do it either. i have emotions inside me. i am a very emotional person. i know i can unleash those emotions but i know i cant in front of a big crowd, or else ill look "stupid" or somethin.
the business is hard to compete in. most of the ones you have seen on screen are strong and willing to fight back to take the lead role. i dont even have the guts to raise my hand in class haha.
the main thing is i really dont know where to start. should i submit headshots to a website or buy a catalog or??? im a teenager, i have a lot of time to figure things out but i really dont know how..
idk. feel free to reply if youd like, but this is just a way to store my thoughts.