Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Serious.]

Dear ________,

I might have lied a little bit when I said I was fine......?
Okay, yes, I did tell you why I had to leave early. It was a dumb reason too--like who gets that anxious over a growling stomach? Well, I do, and it's been making me so worried. I was finally starting to warm up to you guys, and then my stomach had to be noisy and ruin my progress :/ It sounds dumb but it makes me so insecure, even as a child I'd get super anxious about it so I'd bring a ton of food just to silence it.
I'm also not in a good mental state right now so that might be why I'm overreacting about this. Yeah idk //shrug
So don't worry about me, okay? You're super sweet for talking to me, but I'm in such a weird state of mind right now, trust me you don't want to get involved. Take care of yourself first!

[popping star]

Dear _______,
I am sorry for being such a bother. I am sorry for being so needy.
I wish I could honestly say what hurts and why, but I can't do it. I can't make others worry for me.
I want to tell you what pronouns to use, but I'm scared of rejection. I'm so different that I wonder if it's a bother to deal with me.
You're always with me, but I don't want to annoy you with my constant whining.
I'm sorry.
Sincerely, a worried dork.

[mars]

dear c,
please leave me alone
you're scaring me,,,,,a lot
- r

dear d,
thank you for helping me with c
I don't know how I'd survive without you
you are my only hope at this point
- r

[regular;]

dear j,
sorry things are looking bleak.
but please don't make it worse.
- a

dear r,
what happened to our "i love you"s
or our hugs
or hand holds
even.. kisses.
i love you so much.
- a

dear c,
stop givin me mixed messages gosh dang it best friend!!!!11!!
- a

dear g,
leave. me. alone.
- a

[eternamax]

dear j---b,
why do you ignore me like we were never best friends?
i'm sorry i'm clingy.
you're the reason i have such an intense fear of abandonment, you know.
- tord

[mackstarr]

Dear E,

It has been over a year since you broke up with me, but longer since you broke me. I just wanted to let you know that I'm fine. Better than ever, in fact. I am in love with your best friend, who you don't deserve by the way. We tell each other how much we love each other every day and I do love him. 1000x more than I ever loved you. We talk about getting married, having 3 kids (he wants 4 but I told him only if we adopt the fourth), and all the dogs we are going to rescue. I wanted you to know this because I want you to know I'm okay. I don't hate you. I used to, but I don't anymore. I hope you find your happiness like I have found mine. I don't regret us, I only regret letting myself become blind to who you were making me. I don't hate you.

Sincerely,
Mack. Not Kenzie. Mack.

[chompersthegoat]

dear Z,

I have problems you can't imagine and I don't think you understand how much I think you should get a better friend than me. I try. I belive you need help, a therapist, anything. I know how you feel and i hate hanging around you, it makes me extremely sad. I dont want to anger you for you turn into something that scares me. You have been my friend for years but i think you need more friends then just me and M, and just because you are introverted i dont think you cant make friends. You even have 2x as much money as me and still dont understand how much you have. You never talk to your parents, you hate your sister, and hide in your room when you get home, i even believe you like your nanny more than your own parents. you need help but i cant supply that for you. i just want to scream in your face but im scared you will do worse. you make me want to....... i dont even know anymore. I am too sad and alone. Just, leave me. TELL ME WHAT YOUR FEELING! IF YOU DO I CAN HELP. please stop trying to make me feel bad. i cant change.

-crying

[chompersthegoat]

Dear F,

I love you but i do not think you will accept me for being who i am. I dont know if you accept me and like me. I cant bring myself to tell you. its obvious you are too coll for me but i really like being around you. Being around you is like smelling a rose. I bet you can tell i love you right away. i just think all the girls at school will mock me for not being straight. you are what wakes me up in the morning and when you are sad, its like i myself is sad. You probably think im annoying and boring and mean and rude and not compatible but i really wish you could see the love i hold for you.

discouraged

[nyctophilia]

i hate you
i have never felt so many emotions toward a single person like this before
but above all
i hate you
more than anything
if your name is even mentioned, my body shakes.
post traumatic stress disorder because of the things you have done - um, hell yes
no one knows you like i do
you opened yourself up to me in every way
people think you are perfect and sweet
i once thought so, too.
you were my love
you were my life
you were my everything and my only
i gave you everything that i had
you told me you had never loved a person as much as you loved me
you committed yourself to me
you became obsessed
it was too much
i asked for a break, and you lost it
you did everything to hurt me
you did everything to tear me apart
i rarely cry, and you have brought me to tears
you have emotionally blackmailed me and hit me where it hurts most

i loved you
i loved you so damn much
and even though you are one of my best memories
you are also my worst
our relationship was like living in heaven
and our breakup dragged me through hell

[ParaKitty]

Dear j,
Rilo.back. NOW
1. You took my stuffed animal and ran to your next class with it
2. I asked for it back nicely multiple times the whole break for 13 minutes
3. You claimed you'd give it back during lunc or after school
4. The next day (today), you said you left it at home and slept with my stuffed animal ??? Excuse me?
//ahaha, this is probably immature, but I got it for my birthday present from a dear friend, so you better have tomorrow
I trust people pretty easily, but you? Nah. No we're not friends. The only reason we "were" is because I let you borrow my notebook to copy. Getting it back 80% of the time has been a pain.
Summing it up: give me back Rilo, I don't trust you, we're not friends.