by stormy tom » Tue Jan 02, 2018 12:49 pm
I'm going absolutely mental.
There's so much inside my head, too much. And I can't possibly get it all out. Writing takes enough of it away that it becomes bearable, if I can find the right story. There are too many worlds in my head at once and I can't switch them off. Focus is nearly impossible most of the time, and the availability of my outlets is patchy. I need something to stream all the craziness into, and I need some consistency. My patience is pretty low these days, my attention span incredibly and embarrassingly short. I can't focus. I can't get anything done. I can't accomplish a single thing day by day because every idea paints itself completely inside my head in seconds and I can't possibly finish in time to preserve the freshness of that idea.
If I have some outlets to lower the pressure then I can get some stuff accomplished. But not today. Today is chaos. As it was yesterday, and as it will probably be tomorrow. All my outlets are MIA. I'll just have to improvise for now.
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