by tree, » Sat Nov 04, 2017 7:29 am
roubear,
You have done well. Upon your release you will be rewarded with any payment type you wish, as you gave up much to complete this task. The school and its students may fear you now, but with us at your side we will guide you through this. As you said yourself, fear is power and you have earned it. Now that you have left your distractions, you can focus on other things. Focus on what you were doing before he interrupted you. As manipulative and controlling as you are, we will listen to your words and yours only. This new you seems to actually have it's benefits. Your stare alone crippled someone in all ways bigger, your presence was confirmed to disturb the teachers and even the constable won't turn his back to you. Everyone is watching you. This, is the Ryan we missed. Not the soft side you had exposed for the longest time. Do what you're best at. Give them something to be scared of.
Do not expose your weaknesses again. Do not let anyone close to you again. DO NOT GROW ATTACHED TO SOMEONE AGAIN. I am glad you are once again able to turn back to the way you were before. You met her, then, and she flipped your entire world upside down. After her death you went back to normal, but... what between now and then changed you view on yourself? Aromantic, Hyper-Pansexual as before. You have no true colours. You were wrong to think you could ever be different. To drag any gender into your trap is a skill and you tried to use it for real romantic purposes? It would never work an you knew it. Stay at what you're good at.
As cold hearted and bitter as your shell is, we all prefer that over you letting your walls down. You, are the last person that should come off as vulnerable. Nobody knows you as a caring person. Maybe that is why they were really scared of you. The ultimate trap you would ever try to set.
It is great to have you back. The REAL you.
Now, once you get out of suspension you know what to do. As long as you do not distract yourself again. Feelings, are not worth your time.
, kyle