why did i suddenly have to find him? he can't be real. this is all my imagination. a coincidence. he'll never know i exist. why did that have to be his name? why did i have to fall for him like this? this isn't real. there's no way. i need to meet him, or i may never get my answer. it can't be true.
why did i have to stumble upon his life when he lives on the other side of the world? why him?