TheComfortCorner | V.8

[hiero]

Ahh, I'm mostly better now.. but I freaked out for a few seconds a bit ago. My stupid computer got the BSOD while I was in the middle of typing a long message. Like, I'd been typing for >1 hour by that point. Thank goodness for the preview feature. Saved my ass. Sounds dumb, but I probably got the biggest adrenaline rush right then. Wanted to run right through a wall. I'm too anxious to deal with this, dammit! Why does my computer hate me?

[Spearow]

I'm so carsick and anxious this city is next level stressful.
I have a headache and am trying not to get physically sick
I just really hope the rest of this trip goes okay because so
far its pretty awful.

The parking garage man locked our car before I could get my other bag out with my drinks I can't even take my medicine.
If I try to take it without anything I'll definitely be sick.

edit; thank the gods there is stuff to make orange pekoe tea,
that's something at least 🍵

edit 2; seriously going to have a mental breakdown today

[hiero]

Well now I feel foolish. I was supposed to meet her tomorrow. Wasted two hours doing nothing for nothing. Well, I did get to hang out with the neighborhood cat a bit. I'm still upset.

I guess all the r stress lately is making it easier to cry, because I did a little bit. My favorite baby wiped his paw on my face whenever he saw tears though. He's so smart. I love him.

[/////]

I miss my "Mary Austin" my platonic love, my close male friend):

[viles]

• why did he have to show up here? now? i mean, i know it's a public building, but still. the last person i would ever expect to show up at a library is him. i'm so anxious right now.

[tea rose]

I miss her even more now.
I wish I didn't have to get rid of that note from her.
it made me so happy every time I read it.

[Savannaten010]

Me and my sister got into it and the people in foster care moved her. Graduation was 2 days ago and I didn't go because I didn't know if I was wanted. I was supposed to be going with my sister to see my other sister and my nieces and nephews but I stayed behind because I knew she preferred my sister over me. I'm literally crying rn. I miss her so much and I feel like it's my fault she got moved. Ha! And guess what? My birthday is tomorrow and every plan I had went to crap right before it. I feel like my birth is cursed. I got taken into custody 2 days after my bday in 2017 get out 4 days after my bday in 2018 and now this. Probably the only good thing is that I'm getting a dog but even then I have to wait about a week before I can adopt her. MY WHOLE WEEK WAS CRAP!

[i n f i n i t e]

• so many broken promises
  
• so many unfufilled dreams

[cornspurrd.]

Why do I go from fine to crying. I. Really just want this to stop.

[Pale Verditer]

I'm happy now. That's what matters. Not money. Not love.