I'm sorry to rant, but it's late, I'm tired, and can't sleep. I hope everyone else is resting safe and sound tonight... (unless it's day where you are...
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beans.jpg wrote:im just so lonely.
There is a hole in my heart that no
one wants to, or has the time to fill.
My friends in real life don't talk to
much in school or out of school. I'm
socially awkward and not easy to
like. It's hard for me to make
friends because I'm so self
conscious and I feel like I'm
not good enough for anyone.
My friends online just left me.
My best friend(is he even really
my friend at all anymore?) has
ignored my efforts to try to get
back in touch despite his promises
that he would contact me. My friends
from the YouTube community have
grown apart, most of them now
hate each other because they
dated and broke up, leaving
me standing awkwardly in
the middle, unwanted by either
parties. My friends on CS
are few and sparse. I really
only have one. And she doesn't
reply very quickly and often
forgets to reply at all. I'm just
really lonely. Everyone around
me seems to be blessed with
such amazing relations and I
don't get any.
Colcamod wrote:ArtisticEmily wrote:I'm quite afraid of telling anyone that I'm a Trump supporter, or that I at least think he is better than Hillary. Hillary supporters have been starting riots, clearly they're upset... if they find someone like me, what'll happen? And will my friends hate me? Like me less? Will people refuse to talk to me for what I believe in? It worries me, but I fear no one will even care because I am glad Trump won.
To my knowledge he is not anti LGBTQ+ and poc... I can go further but it's off topic.I have the same problem here. I ended up feigning disappointment when I heard he won because I was afraid of what people would think...
I don't agree with all the things he's said, as he can be a bit controversial or rude, I just think he was better than she was...
renewed,, wrote:i think there is something wrong with me. i think im sick or something but i've been dealing with this for about three months now. i usually get killer headaches when im stressed, so when they first started out i thought it was nothing. soon after i started getting fatigued super easy, and the headaches got worse and i had migraines at least twice a week. i told my mom then i quickly excused it with stress from school. ive been getting dizzy super easily, to the point where i've fainted and i almost fainted in the middle of transition to another class in school. ive been more prone to sickness, and i've been having weird muscle problems. i keep dropping things and losing sense with what im touching, like its not even in my hand. im kinda scared but we dont have money to take me to the doctor at all, i just hope it isnt serious and maybe its just my own mind messing with me. does anyone have a little advice on what i should do or what this could be?
renewed,, wrote:renewed,, wrote:i think there is something wrong with me. i think im sick or something but i've been dealing with this for about three months now. i usually get killer headaches when im stressed, so when they first started out i thought it was nothing. soon after i started getting fatigued super easy, and the headaches got worse and i had migraines at least twice a week. i told my mom then i quickly excused it with stress from school. ive been getting dizzy super easily, to the point where i've fainted and i almost fainted in the middle of transition to another class in school. ive been more prone to sickness, and i've been having weird muscle problems. i keep dropping things and losing sense with what im touching, like its not even in my hand. im kinda scared but we dont have money to take me to the doctor at all, i just hope it isnt serious and maybe its just my own mind messing with me. does anyone have a little advice on what i should do or what this could be?
groenii wrote:renewed,, wrote:renewed,, wrote:i think there is something wrong with me. i think im sick or something but i've been dealing with this for about three months now. i usually get killer headaches when im stressed, so when they first started out i thought it was nothing. soon after i started getting fatigued super easy, and the headaches got worse and i had migraines at least twice a week. i told my mom then i quickly excused it with stress from school. ive been getting dizzy super easily, to the point where i've fainted and i almost fainted in the middle of transition to another class in school. ive been more prone to sickness, and i've been having weird muscle problems. i keep dropping things and losing sense with what im touching, like its not even in my hand. im kinda scared but we dont have money to take me to the doctor at all, i just hope it isnt serious and maybe its just my own mind messing with me. does anyone have a little advice on what i should do or what this could be?
Go to the doctor. You say you don't have money but if you leave stuff like that untreated it can cost you far, far more money than if you go right away. Besides, you are not obligated to actually do something as far as I know. But whatever you do, make sure you get yourself checked. For all you know its just a vitamin deficiency that can be easily solved but that can cause harm if left untreated. Its not your fault you feel this way so don't blame yourself. I'm sure that your family would agree.
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