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by Khrusolophos » Tue Sep 22, 2015 3:03 pm
Oh.
Well then.
So I know this group of black belts from my karate studio (varying ages of one grade higher than me to one guy who graduated high school last year) and I was pretty good acquaintances with the only girl in the group, and this year I started going to the same school as her, and we became really good friends via cross country, and myself, her, and two of her friends are all squad now. Well, she added me into the group chat of herself and the other black belts today, all of whom I know (Not well, but I considered them to be okayish friends) and they got kind of upset at her and kept on removing me from the chat.
She was the only one who stuck up for me even though I ended up getting kicked out anyways.
But... I mean, she really wanted me to participate in their days where they hang out and have fun... And they all disliked this idea...
I truly thought they were my friends as well...
Am I really that annoying and unlikable? I get I'm a bit younger than them, but I'm pretty mature...
I don't know, I just feel sad...
I've honestly been looking for a new group of friends since mine is visibly decaying every day, and I thought this would be it...
I should be used to this by now, rejection... But the pain of it doesn't lessen with experience...
I just feel so unliked and unappreciated, a hug or PM would be nice...
Edit:
Wow. Okay.
Just got yelled at by another friend for asking about how to set up out bio lab. Uhm. Okay. Gonna just go to sleep early. Tomorrow couldn't possibly be worse than today.
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by incandescence, » Wed Sep 23, 2015 1:49 am
gorevoid wrote:im so afraid
that my girlfriend doesnt want me anymore
but she's too scared to tell me
im so afraid
that everyone will leave me
because they never liked me in the first place
im so afraid
that i'll never be able to move out
and get away from this place
im so afraid
that my disorders are ruining my life
and that i'll never actually get better
I'm sure your girlfriend still loves you, sometimes people just have miscommunication. Don't worry, I doubt that everyone will leave you. Remember that you are loved, and that plenty of people like you.
When I had to live in South Alabama with my dad, I hated it! I thought I would never get out. But if you're motivated and know what you want, something will happen.
Disorders can be annoying, I know. When it seems like you are the only one with that problem. But remember, lots of people have disorders, and don't think that anyone loves you any less because of them Here's a great big cuddly Hug!
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by blue neighbourhood » Wed Sep 23, 2015 6:04 am
septiplier trash. wrote:roses ;; wrote:septiplier trash. wrote:i don't know what to do
my friend is going through horrible depression
he tried to.. y'know.. TWICE. the second time landed him in the hospital.
i'm so scared
and
on top of all this
daniel.
why did he do this?!
i'm crushed inside.
even though i never knew him
or watched him that much
i still got sad over this news.
and also
a few days ago i found out i have a mental disorder.
you don't know how horrible it is
to find out that your way of thinking was screwed up for your whole life
i'm trying to stay happy
and strong
but it's hard
very hard.
all i want is a hug.
*gIVES YOU A HUGE COSY HUG*
okay you know i'm terrible at depression so i have no advice for your first problem ;;
but if you want to talk about it, i'm here <3
i'm nearly as heartbroken as you about daniel
it was such a shock to everyone
but he wouldn't have 'you know what' if he didn't want to...
markimoo will be fine. he's been through hell and back, he'll survive this <3
agaaaain, talk to me about it if you want to <33
seppy, listen to me. you're an amazing person.
whenever someone asks me who my best friend is, i always answer with, "oh, a friend from chicken smoothie", or, "a friend that i've known for a while"
please come online as much as you can
i want to talk to you like 24/7
i love you so much <3
fere ;-;
do you know i was SO close to falling into depression a few months ago?
you helped me.
you helped me stay happy, like always ;-;
i know he has but everyone's so sad and uuuughhhhhh
i just want to bury myself in my stuffed animals
and bingewatch everyone all day long
and eat cookies and pizza and icecream and stuff ;-;
i'll try my best to stay the same
but it might be hard
just know that i appreciate you for doing this fere
i know how much you care for me and i care for you a lot too
and you know what?
we put so many "ily"'s in our PMs that my mom genuinely thought i was a lesbian.
i just
i dunno XDD
love you <3
omg. xDDD
you don't have to feel pressured to being happy if you like
aren't
you just be you c:
and no, you don't know how much i care for you
:^)
omg. xDD
i can't blame her tbh
"gtg"
"omg no ily byee <33333333"
eh yeah i get where she got that from xDDD
i love you too babs <3
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by incandescence, » Wed Sep 23, 2015 6:12 am
♥kittyfaith2210♥ wrote:I'm ignored all the time
All my things are cancelled
I'm always sick
My head hurts
I feel sick...
I'm alone and have no friends
I'm sorry that you feel this way. I'm sure your not being ignored intentionally. I'm not ignoring you, you see. Try to get outside, take a walk, go for a run, or just sit outside with a good book. It should clear your head. Drinking lots of water should help with you head ache. I hope you feel better!*Gives great big cuddly hug*
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by incandescence, » Wed Sep 23, 2015 7:27 am
Ugh. School.
I have to go and do my work.
It's so hard to stay motivated on Virtual School!
I just stare at the computer all day!
Worse than that, I usually zone out on CS or other sites when when I feel bored
I'm getting behind! I feel horrible that I can't stay on track.
I'm sick of traveling! If my family didn't travel so much, I wouldn't have to do virtual school.
Anyone know any tricks for self-motivation?
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