TheComfortCorner | V.9

[Spearow]

i'm so stressed and sad i can't function and i'm trying to act normal and like everything is okay but i am one step from absolutely losing it. i'm tired of being screamed at. i'm heartbroken i don't have anyone to talk to anymore openly, not my brothers, my "friends" i'm hardly talking to, the rest of my family is a joke, and my s/o just doesn't get it. i thought about therapy but i don't think i would be able to trust a therapist. i don't know if i even want to try talking to someone anymore. i just really am at my wits end. i have no aspirations no dreams. i don't see a meaning in life. i'm losing feelings like empathy and guilt. i'm viewed as a heartless person because i just don't care. i don't feel sorry for people anymore, i don't really like most people anymore. i'm becoming more and more reclusive and idk if i even care. i miss my best friend. i miss having a best friend. gods i'm a trainwreck
i'm so sick of everything

[scxr]

this guilt i’m feeling is too much to bear. i hate myself so much.

[pthumerian]

i don't know what to do.... i feel so awful and horrified. i'm not even sure if i want to scream and rage or just break down and cry. all just because of these people... i'm trying to feel good again and relax, but i just can't because of the effects all this has on me. i feel so mutilated, so hacked into pieces.

edit: I'm finally crying.

[fairywren]

I am dumb, make mistakes, and am at a loss. There is not much I can do. It's all falling apart. I'm going on a day trip to the city now that the border's opened up with my best friend soon, and then camping with a whole group who I don't know too well but that's okay. Tomorrow, I am playing Portal 2 with someone who I would like to be close with, and had a dream about. Where do I go from here?

The idealized future for us is not viable. I live and breathe and die, and so do you. It's best if we keep those lives, those breaths and those many deaths separate for now. I hope you understand.

[Sugar Boy]

Maybe Ill never be seen

[pthumerian]

... crying again, now i can't even use my headphones anymore, they were so expensive and now they catch up a frequency from one of the neighbour houses and i constantly hear this distorted voice through them. that means i'll have to buy new ones tomorrow, as if i have nothing better to do and as if i didn't spend enough money on such crap already!!!!

[breadstick]

i am so very tired of sucking it up all the time when i am the worst i have ever been

[grey matter]

I wanted to cry
when I remembered the moment
we were in your room
and I was painting
or viewing a magazine
and I cannot remember what you were doing exactly
but we were listening to
the songs of Adventure Time

I wanted to cry
when I realized the moment
I pulled up the playlist
for all the songs from Adventure Time
that you never saw the end of it,
you didn't see the finale.

Darn it,
I miss you
if only you could see me now
and...
I just wish you were around
but now you'll
never wake again
because nowadays you're
a pile of ash

[lisica,]

my dog died on sunday and i just cant comprehend it
i cant even cry anymore
i have a tendency of detaching myself from my emotions when bad things happen but for gods sake im so emotionally numb
guess being on antidepressants isnt helping but
what is going to help
i just want my best pup back

[i<3 wolves678]

Me brushing off red flags and enabling a racist: 🤡
I really want this person out of my life, it’s not even like we’re close friends or see each other in real life anymore, but I always feel so obligated to respond to messages that I can never build up the confidence to just block them