by NoLongerInUse » Thu Nov 22, 2012 7:49 am
Dear 'Best Friend',
I have so much to say to you, yet I can't say it. My anger, sadness and regret at your betrayal is too strong for words. All I can do is hope that one day, that stupid smile comes off your face, you feel the pain I went through, and then know what it feels like to be stabbed in the back by your 'Best Friend'. I feel no guilt at admitting that, my emotions now are only sadness.
All my feelings of hope are gone. I now live in a world with 1 true friend, who lives 300 miles away, and I live in a paranoid world full of liers and lonliness. But I will deal with it. Somehow I will get through it, live my life friendless. Yeah, right, who am I kidding? I can't trust anyone enought to be my friend. And it's all your fault.
I hope you learn your lesson my 'Best Friend' and by God, I hope I'm the one who teaches you it. If not, then I will be there to witness it, and then do what you did to me, offer you a shoulder to cry on, then abandon you when you are at your very lowest.
This is only some of what I feel, so please, keep it in mind.
Ever 'x'