Dear Luna,
I miss you more than I could ever properly put into words.
You died 8 months ago and it still pains me to know I can never speak to you again.
I hope you knew how much I love you & how special you'll always be to me, even while you're gone.
So much has happened since you've been gone.. I have so many things I wanna tell you.
I got a new kitten, you'd love her. Her name is Kiwi ! She's a monster...
She is always messing with Trixie & Kirby, they love her though, she's just annoying, haha.
She has some trouble focusing her eyes straight, so when she gets excited; she goes cross eyed.
It's really adorable & you would have loved seeing pictures/videos of her, she's got quite the personality.
I tried to text you a picture of her when you were in the hospital, but I don't think you ever got to see it.
Pretty sure you were in the ICU at the time, so I'm really sorry I didn't get her a few days sooner so you could have.
I know how much you loved cats...
I haven't been doing so well since you've been gone, though, as you probably expected.
I knew losing you would break me, but I didn't know it would hurt quite this much.
Even 8 months later, I still think about you every day & the things we never got to do.
I never got to send you that package of things I purchased for your birthday..
Never got the chance to have anymore calls with you to hear your laughter.
We never got around to watching the movies together we had planned.
So many things we missed out on... but, it's not like either of us could've expected what happened.
I have not found a new best/close friend yet either, as I said I would never do.
You have a place in my heart & I cannot allow anyone too close to take that place.
I will admit, I do try to open up to people, because I get lonely without you here.
And I'm sorry for that, although I know you'd want me to be happy... I just, feel like I'm betraying you.
I hope you know I'm not trying to replace you at all.. I just need someone here for me.
You were always the one person I could fall back on, now I don't have that.
Please understand, if I do find someone to open up entirely to; it's not to replace you.
You'll always have the most special place in my heart, forever.
No one can ever take that.
Overall, I just, really really miss you & I wish you were still here.
My life has not been the same without you, it's really crazy how much I've changed.
I love you so much and I hope I'll be reunited with you one day soon.
- With all the love my empty heart can give, Ghost