TheComfortCorner | V.8

[SolsticeTheBanana]

I didn't realize how hard this would be.
I can't just... stop.
I love it.
I hate it.
Please.
Now more people are noticing due to the lovely fact that it is summer time now.
Could you please not ask questions?
One day trying this and ten or more people stare at me and the others say
"What happened"
"What did you do?"
I hate lying but there is no way I am telling you.
Any of you.
Like stop looking at my arm please my face is up here.
It's gonna be tough.

I'm always scared of my cat dying or getting lost.
I value him more than all the money in the world.
He has been with me through so, so much. I have had him since I was four years and he's never left me.
I just love him so much and it will break me into pieces when he's gone.

Fudge. This whole week is gonna be chaotic and I am just not ready. Please.
I am not ready for summer. Not ready to change.
No. No. No.

Please could you stop asking what's wrong? And trying to lie to people for me. Please leave me to deal with this. I'm sorry. I shouldn't feel that way. I'm sorry.
I shouldn't be hurting you the way I am.
I am mentally killing you and I know it.
But if you just stopped caring I could leave and you could stop bring hurt.
Please never stop caring.
I love you and you love me.
But I will not tell you my head.
No one deserves to know that.

He knows now. What? Why? How... where did I go wrong? How did he of all people fund out. I should be more careful. But I'm so tired of hiding. I wish people knew how much it hurt to be asked these things and then have to lie about it.
Then they'd stop asking.

Why can't I see her sooner?
I miss her so much.
Please come as quick as you can.
You can kill me or save me.
Please save me.
I haven't seen you in so lon
But I know it won't go like that.
It always hurts so bad.
Always.
Because I know after that.. things will never be the same. You and I both try each time but it always hurts so bad. Do you even realize? Do you even know me anymore?
I will not tell you what I told her. I will not hurt you too.
But of corse I am going to.
Please don't try to save me. She tried that. It broke us. Please don't try.

I don't know why I tell people what's making me feel like and act like I do. I know I'll always push them away when they try to help. I'm so awful. They try so hard but I look away.

I'm choking. Stop it please. Let me breathe.

I'm so over dramatic. I'm pathetic and petty. This whole thing is dumb. I'm dumb. What am I doing?
Where am I going.

I wish my mind would avoid that question for once. I hate it so much because I know the answer is double sided and I don't know what side to pick.
I'm afraid it will be the easy way.
Please.
Please no.

[puppis]

people often ignore me to talk to somebody else, and it honestly makes me feel terrible about myself.
It makes me feel like I'm not good enough for somebody to want to talk to..

It doesn't help that it's hard for me to talk to people due to how awkward and frightened I am of speaking to people.
It takes a lot of courage for me to actually message somebody, and that's why I'm glad when people decide to message me first.

I've been told people don't want to talk to me because I'm too depressed, and it honestly just hurts. I was going through a horrible time in life, and it's not like I could control it. I just wanted to talk to somebody, and yet instead I got told I was being too problematic, and that I was too over-emotional..

There's more, but I'm currently tired and can't think of a way to put how I feel into words.

If anybody would ever like to chat with me, and be friends, then please just feel free to message me.

[revvington]

I'm done. You say you're friends? Well you can take her, I don't care. I have my own friends. So what if I only have like 4 friends? I don't care anymore.

By the way, we're not friends anymore, don't talk to me.

[kanata]

yikes...

finding everyone from my canon makes me really happy
i even found misaki!? and he shares my mems i feel so happy
but i'm also a bit overwhelmed
nowaki and tori wont respond to me and i'm afraid they don't like me...
maybe i come off as too strong ?

misaki is causing me to go into an usagi shift
i'm happy since that means i'm ther,e, but...
i usually turn more cold and closed off
i shouldn't be jealous either because they have nowaki ><
ehehhhrhhhh

me: misaki called me cute and that he loved me!! i gotta respond to his story i'm so happy
my brain: ...but ur not rly valid ?? like wow.... can't believe u thought misaki was talking abt you
me:
my brain: wow thats so foolish to think he's talking about you and the conversation you had earlier
me: b- but i mean i am usag-
my brain: what lol

ft. Kin Stress pt. 3

[appi]

i just feel so down on everything. i want someone to be able to see all the specific things i'm thinking of and be able to comfort me with sweet words and warm hugs but of course no one's a magician and mind reader. i jjust don't want to talk anymore but i feel so in need of some kind of comfort and warmth right now that i'm not getting. i feel so low. this sucks

[Gubler]

Ok so, a few months ago I got asked by a family member if I would like to work at their hairdressers for a day. I thought “Yeah why not, it could be quite fun and I’d get to learn new things!” That was the worst mistake of my life. Working there was like living hell, I hated the way everyone spoke to me it was always really condescending and patronising. I got payed below the national minimum wage for my age and I only got like 10-15 minute break so I was starving all day. So after that ordeal I thought “At least they’ll probably not want me to come back?” Well guess what... I got a text today asking if I could work on Saturday.

My anxiety has really flared up right now and I’m on the verge of a full blown panic attack. I’m right in the middle of taking my A-level exams which is already stressful enough and now I have this ontop of it. I had to lie to her and say that I was going out that day (even though I’m not) and she’s been questioning me saying “What time?” And “Where are you going?”. I just can’t deal with all of this added stress. If she tells me to come in I’m going to have to because she’s family and I can’t really say no. Plus, my sister and mum are siding with her and not me, making me feel really guilty despite the fact that I went crying to my mum after working there because I hated it so much. Ugh I can’t stop crying and I’m getting major palpitations and breathing issues now. Fun.

[Lycancore]

hhh havin dysphoria pop its ugly head out of nowhere is rlly fun
I feel disgusting and so out-of place.

[Gubler]

Erm, Hey it’s me again...
So I just got the results back from my scoliosis X-Ray and my curve has worsened and gotten larger. So now I have to see my consultant about arranging a date for my operation and I’m terrified :’)

[drift.]

@Gubler
ah love that's absolutely terrible. I'm sorry,, I'm sure everything will turn out all right though. The surgery could only bring some healing <3

@all
My p.ms are always open to anyone so if you need to vent in private I've got your back,

[cornspurrd.]

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