Liv, you're one of my best friends, I don't know what I'd do without you.
You're like my sister. No I'm not perfect and I make mistakes. I don't like fancy dress formals and friday night games,
but you embrace the actual me and you love me for it. I love you baby girl, I don't tell you often enough.
I'm sorry my rough patch in life has pushed you away, but I miss you. I wish you hadn't found out about my 'issue' like you did,
maybe we'd still be talking effortlessly. But there's an unseen tension now.
I'm sorry Livbug, but if this is important to you at all- I still wear your hoodie from late last year and shed a few tears thinking about how much I wish you were here.
I love when you want to hang out with me, I love when you call me by my old nickname Addie. I miss everything about you and its almost physically painful to not be around you. I don't know what I'm doing, honestly. It's like I'm a different person...
I dont know whats snapped inside of me to make me this angry and idk.. You're slipping through my fingers and I hate it.
I don't want to lose you too... You're all I have left. Just no matter what happens to us I'll always have your back.
You're my wife, my girl, you're my family and I won't ever let you go.
I just wish you'd message me back so I know he's treating you right and you're ok...
- Addie