I never knew what hapened to my beloved Duque. He was a large dog. I don't know which breeds but I thought he was a Poodle x Schnouzer x Lab x and other breed mixes. He was as tall as a chow, with curly, but short fur. I have a picture of him. It happened in kindergarten. I came home one day and he was gone. I always played with him after school. I kept searching around the house, but he wasn't in sight. I asked my mother and got,"Your father took him somewhere." I could tell she was lying, because she had a cheesy and fake smile, but I stayed with it. My sister got home and also seeked for him. I told her what my mom said. She said "okay but where?" I shrugged. I waited for hours for my dad to get home, and finally he came. He got out of the car with a leash, but no Duque. I asked him and he said Duque would come back after a few days. After two weeks, I felt heartbroken after my dad or sister said he might never come back. There is now a hole in my heart and nothing has filled it. I keep asking my dad at the right times, and he keeps saying he took him to a lady who he helped with with the cables. (he works on cox cables) and he also says he left him on the streets or took him to the shelter. My sister says he got rid of Duque because he kept knocking over our trash cans. If he did do that, weren't we able to just train him? The worst thing I can think of that my dad could have done was take him to a shelter and put him down. I cried at night. I couldn''t help it. I felt so lonely outside, no one to play with. So bored and lonely when I come home from school and no one to play with after homework. I just sat outside and just simply did...nothing. If Duque were alive, I keep asking God," Please give me a chance to see him. I love him from the bottom of my heart, forever and always will he be loved. When my dad said he gave him for free or with money to a lady, I dreamed of meeting him. When he said he took him to the shelter, I dreamed of e finding him there and taking him home. I miss him. If only humans had theme songs behind them all the time based on expressions or feelings. I still cry at night, and sometimes can't stop thinking of him and that's why I don't want anyone stealing the username "duque_18."
I think of this song when I think of him:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=pl ... -4wUfZD6ocAnd I am righting a story of him here:
viewtopic.php?f=57&t=1153142I'm sorry if this is too long or spam. I'm just desparate.
