*Blackberry* wrote:I am not sure if I caused my rabbit's death..
Hazel was having babies, so I had to keep rudolph, Coco and Blackberry from her. In big cage for the three rabbits. Since males fight, and I didn't really liked my sis rabbit, and I placed coco(male) with Blackberry. I separated the cage into half.
But after a while, I felt that Blackberry was going to die, and yet I went to my aunt's house to stay on the last weekend of the holiday. And than on the morning school started, I saw Blackberry stiff, and she didn't move. I took a box and buried her downstairs.
I just feel guilty, everyone in my family is saying, " serves you right. ", " she was going to die soon anyway. ", " it is tour fault " and finally it resulted into me having depression, and extreme stress, but it is getting better now..
So, am I guilty? Even if you say no, I feel guilty. I miss her alot. And every year on her death anniversary, I draw her and I pray for her to rest in peace..
Oh, that must be the one I drew! C;
I don't think it's your fault, every living thing's time comes, you couldn't have changed that if you were there or not. I know it sucks, I used to cry a lot when my favorite rabbit died of age. I was younger then, and didn't know as much, but I felt horrible.
I think you should explain to your family how their words are really hurting you and just remember it isn't your fault. It may feel wrong, but try to move on, slowly. Remeber, but don't think of it too much. C: