@Hime: Yeah, it's nice to talk to you again! Thank you very much, I love riding Memphis so much and it is a really great feeling to know that we make a good team.
Oh my gosh, right! Heta had the baby! Let me say congratulations on the baby, first of all. That is super exciting! And no I haven't seen pictures, so I would adore seeing lots of pictures. Haha yeah I feel really bad for disappearing this year. School has been tough and all of my time went to school work and riding haha.
@smokey: YES! I am alive, that is correct (: Thank you very much! How has your riding been going?
@wibeke: Thank you. Haha Memphis is quite handsome, and I actually have quite a few pictures of him on my
photobucket account (the password is horselover). There should be some recent ones from last weekend of us jumping 3'6". My friend's dad came to take pictures of us and got some really nice ones! Thank you so much wibeke, but there is some bad news that I actually received yesterday that I can explain later ): Thank you very much! If I can say so myself, I have been working hard lately because after my lessons I hop on the greenies and give them a schooling and then help my trainer feed/around the barn. Hard work does pay off!
Ooo do you have any pictures of Sully? He sounds cute :3 I love goofy horses <3 Memphis is pretty goofy. My trainer calls him a marshmellow since he is so big but it takes so much effort to get to move and move well since he is super lazy xD I really hope you can do a half-lease. That would be really exciting. Oh yes, Harry! I remember you talking abotu him before. How is he doing? I hope you can show him too.
And that gallop on Major sounds like so much fun! I love galloping! It is such an amazing feeling.
@monchele: Memphis is a really cool guy, I love him <3 Oh my goodness, no I didn't hear about that! I am so sorry. I hope that you get better soon. At least you are able to hang around the horses at the western theme park. I guess if you can't ride, that's the next best thing (: Oh good! I am glad that you will be able to ride soon. And first level dressage? Wow good luck my dear. Tell me how that goes!
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Thanks for all of the sweet 'welcome back's' guys! I appreciate it. I will try to come on more often, but I don't think I will be able to keep up with the fast paced movement of this thread. I may just pop in to say hello and see what's up (:
Anywho, I forgot to mention that at the new barn my trainer moved to (looooong story) the woman who owns the facility has a lot of green and younger horses. The first day I arrived at the new barn my trainer put me on her 6 year old steel gray mare, Casanova. She was really good and I even got to jump her a little! My trainer loved me on her so I have been riding her since. She is my first project horse. Then there is another 6 year old gray named Saint Thomas who the woman who owns the place asked me to ride because he has been misbehaving lately and she wanted someone experienced to jump him over a grid without refusals. He was really good for me, so I will be riding him too! I actually rode him over his first line of jumps the other day. It was a crossrail and then 6 strides to another crossrail and he handled it so well. They both overjump a lot, but with enough work we will hopefully break that habit. I am really the only one riding them. My trainer really wants me to work with them a lot over the summer, so I am excited! I love project horses <3
And now for the bad news...well you guys remember Mulligan? He was my half-lease at my old barn with my previous trainer. He left for his new home over 10 hours away on Monday D': I went to visit and ride him for the last time on Friday and he was perfect <333 Then I hung out with him in his paddock and he would follow me around, and I didn't have any treats or anything. That made me cry. Our bond is so strong. Then he stood next to me letting me cry on his shoulder and kiss him and hug him. I got so emotional that day, knowing that would be the last time I saw him before he's gone.
To top that off, yesterday when I went to the barn my trainer said I couldn't ride Memphis. I was a bit confused, but then he told me his owner (the woman who owned the foundation that I rode with, but then her and my trainer spilt up...it's a really long story but if you want to know about it PM me) is taking him to her new barn (which is literally a dump by the way, and everyone says that. She is about to be kicked out too). My trainer rolled his eyes because she claims that we can't take care of Memphis as well as she can, and that she's the only one that can take care of him. He's been getting better care here than he has before, getting at least three baths a week and groomed almost everyday. I give him a nice bath after every ride. So, to make a long story short, she is pulling the plug and I really can't ride him anymore. I can go visit him, because we pass the place he will be at on the way to the new barn, but the woman who owns him has never been very nice to me (I have no idea why, she just can be really rude and picks favorites) so I don't plan on stopping there too often. That basically ruined my day yesterday. First Mulligan leaves on Monday, and then two days later I find out Memphis is leaving and I can't ride him anymore. Can things seriously get any worse?
I think I've hit rock bottom. I was supposed to show Memphis again next Friday in the Children's Medal and Children's Hunters at another AA show and then we had plans for showing over the summer and my trainer wanted me to (hopefully) do the Junior Hunter's (3'6") on him next fall /: Now all of those plans are ruined, and as of now I don't have a horse to ride because my trainer only brought 4 horses over: Memphis (who I ride), Chaz (who two other girls ride), Shadwell (who my friend just started riding), and Chuck Norris (who I help exercise but can't do much). Therefore, with Memphis gone I have limited options. My trainer said he will find me a new horse to ride, and in the meantime another woman who I know is bringing her green mare over that I can ride. This just stresses me out and frustrates me. I love Memphis, and we have really grown a lot and now I fully understand him and how to ride him. We just started doing really fabulously together, and of course, whenever something good happens to me a bad thing has to come and ruin everything. I cried myself to sleep last night because of this. I don't want to lose Memphis. I really have feelings for him and I love him. Ugh it's just not fair. Why does this have to happen to me? I work my butt off to make sure I can improve my riding and be the best rider I can possibly be and I go and beat out these girls on their $150,000 horses at a AA show and now she just pulls the plug. No more Memphis, and no more Mulligan. Right now, there is no horse for me to ride and improve on. There is no horse for me to show. I mean I can ride the greenies, but I can't really improve too much as rider on them, if you know what I mean. I am riding them to train and help them improve, not so I can improve. And I still love riding Saint Thomas and Cassie, and I won't stop riding them, it's just that I need a horse that can teach me stuff and that I can improve on to ride as my main horse. I don't know. I am trying so hard to be positive, its just really difficult in a situation like this one. One bad thing after another. Once something good happens to me, bad things have to come and tear my life apart. I know that everything happens for a reason, and with previous experiences I know that after something bad happens things can only get better and there will be something good that comes along. Maybe I will find a better horse, but as of now things are not looking bright for me ):
Sorry for the rant, I needed to get that out of my system. I have been crying so much D':