LOCK ME PLEASE C:

[Dolphinlover~]

@Hano: Sorry about me being like a speck >.< My dad was taping with his iPad and of course, you don't zoom in P: Being that the ring is so huge I hardly ever went past him. I guess you can just try your best with watching them. Sorry about that, once again. I will try to get some videos from our shows, which look a ton better, uploaded ;D

What's wrong and what happened?

EDIT: Oh I am so sorry about that </3 It must be heartbreaking to hear that Kat isn't working out for you >.< You have done an amazing job with him and don't tell your yourself that you haven't because that's all lies. You both are a wonderful team, but as much as I hate to say it in a case like this, but trainers are usually right. I would say just trust your trainer on this, as disappointing as it may sound. I really hope one of the new horses can work out and take you to 2'6" where you belong. Once again, I know have I have said this time and time again, you are a fabulous rider. I know any horse you ride will work out for you. Hopefully you can just come out and hack him for fun some days though :3 I think that would be a good solution. Best of luck my dear <3

[Hanoverian]

@Hano: Sorry about me being like a speck >.< My dad was taping with his iPad and of course, you don't zoom in P: Being that the ring is so huge I hardly ever went past him. I guess you can just try your best with watching them. Sorry about that, once again. I will try to get some videos from our shows, which look a ton better, uploaded ;D

What's wrong and what happened?

EDIT: Oh I am so sorry about that </3 It must be heartbreaking to hear that Kat isn't working out for you >.< You have done an amazing job with him and don't tell your yourself that you haven't because that's all lies. You both are a wonderful team, but as much as I hate to say it in a case like this, but trainers are usually right. I would say just trust your trainer on this, as disappointing as it may sound. I really hope one of the new horses can work out and take you to 2'6" where you belong. Once again, I know have I have said this time and time again, you are a fabulous rider. I know any horse you ride will work out for you. Hopefully you can just come out and hack him for fun some days though :3 I think that would be a good solution. Best of luck my dear <3

It's no problem, that ring is massive. I can't wait to see the other videos though.


Thanks <3 I know my trainers are right... it's just hard to accept, y'know? I guess I have to trust them, but I feel so hollow and empty it's awful. I love this horse so much.
I hope I can move up. I wanted to move up with MY pony, MY Kitty. But I need to accept that that just isn't going to happen.

Thanks... but I'm not so sure lately, I've been having major confidence issues in my riding the past few weeks with Kat, things ae going downhill fast. Whatever, enough of my issues.

[tiny]

Hano, that's heartbreaking D: I agree with Dolphin though, usually it's best to go with what your trainer says, but maybe if you do move to a different horse you could ask to still see/ride him? c:

I actually went through kind of the same thing, and am going through it now. I worked with Doc all summer. I loved him so much, but he was so misbehaved- I had worked through all of his horrendous habits all through the summer and he had good days and he had absolutely horrible days- he was never the same. When I found out I couldn't lease him anymore, I was crushed, but now I see it was for the better. I wasn't progressing on him, it's like we'd hit a point and just stopped. He was the best teacher I could have asked for, but eventually I had to move on. And then, of course, Charm came into my life and we just get along so well. I do believe we make a better team than Doc and I, sad to say, but it's true.

I'm going to be cliche and say you know when one door closes another one opens, and that's exactly what's going to happen to you dear c:

[ubiquitous]

My goodness Hano, I'm sorry for that. Even just reading on here I know how much you love Kat, and how much he loves you, and I hope one day I can have a horse-rider relationship like that. That said, sometimes you do have to leave the things you love in order to improve yourself. I know you said that you're stuck in a rut on Kat, so at least a little while on a different horse may change that. And I don't mean to just quit riding Kat all at once. You go to the barn multiple times a week, yes? Maybe start with just one ride on another horse, and another on Kat. If you could get along like that, then you may get the best of both worlds, or if it doesn't, than you can slowly wean yourself off Kat. Hacks and lots of hugs are still permitted, but not as many "serious" rides on him. Even after writing this for you, I can feel your pain at having to possibly leave one of your horsey friends, and it makes me sad as well, but you may as well take the plunge, and try something new, at least for a little while. Although it may not seem good now, it may be later on. And if it doesn't work, then Kat will still be there, waiting for you. <3

[classi]

Oh Hano.
I almost burst into tears. I just can't believe... but your trainer is right. I know you love Kat, and he loves you, but I honestly don't think he's the right horse for you. I hope that the Trakehner is good! Maybe Sly. I know how much you're going to miss Kat, but stay strong. He's a great little horse... but you need to move up.
This must be so hard for you. D:

@ Milo (wherever you are): OHMYGOSH! Where can I order one of those little horsey art things?

[obsolete dream]

So yeah. I was put in a baby lesson. Only poles, one teensy jump. SO BORED. But I had an awesome canter on my Buddy Skittles. Yesh. So, after the canter, the beginners went over the jump once or twice.
A girl fell off and RAN through the arena. While they did that, I practiced some skills like pivot and walk on with no leg. We did walking, stopping, pivot, walk, stop, pivot in the same order. The instructor didn't say to, but I did.

[Mr.Milo]

@Rain: Im here! XD and my lineart shop...im in the progress of making more linearts though right now i lost my pen tablet, hopefully i can find it soon. -.- here is link... viewtopic.php?f=21&t=1390890

@Hano: Im sorry that you can ride Kat anymore, i would stick with Kat and perhaps ride another horse when i take lesson. Though i think the the time you spent with him has helped he might not have improved as great as expected but he did improve some which is good!^^

@Harley: Thats good that you got to canter, and sometimes lessons can be boring. she ran through the arena!? thats odd

[classi]

@ Milo; There you are! xD Haha, you draw really well! Would you possibly be making a Thoroughbred lineart?... Because I would have to get one of my boy. (:
Also, if anyone else on here knows someone who draws equines... you can PM me. Because I need some art of my baby boy!

[Mr.Milo]

@Rain: well i just found my pen, and ya sure i think the one im making right now is a TB if not ill be sure to make some now!^^

[bonjour.]

Hano; D:. I know I'm practically repeating everything, but I feel bad for you hun. We all can tell how much you love your Kittybug, and he loves you. But, sometimes the trainer is always right, no matter how much it hurts.

Mr. Milo; I need to get some art of my Bambiman! I'll order something soon, I guess using the Arabian lineart. I'd use the QH if it wasn't closed. c: