-Plain and simple: do you enjoy being around people? How many? Depends. Typically I like being alone, but at times I feel as if I need someone with me at all times.
-Do you have fun at large parties, or would you have more fun with a small group of friends? I prefer small groups.
-Do you feel more energized when you're with people, or does it drain you? Do you need to be alone to "recharge," so to speak? When I'm with people I feel drained, so when I'm alone is my time to relax and reboot.
-How do you behave differently around strangers from around friends? Eh, not much. I have few friends, but I'm rather friendly and able to make friends easily. I just prefer not to.
-What kind of a reputation do you have? A stable one. I prefer to be unknown. Those around me prefer to push me out in front.
-Are you a part of a certain "clique" or do you tend to make friends with everyone? I tend to stay within my own circle of friends, but that is only my choosing, I can and will reach out easily.
-Do you find it easy to trust others? No.
-Are you comfortable being trusted yourself? No.
-When you've wronged someone, how quickly do you apologize, if at all? Do you find it easy to "own up," or more difficult?
I try to as quickly as possible, but at times, I find it far too difficult to manage. Eventually I apologize, it will just take me a while to gain the confidence.
Intellectual (work ethic and learning process)
-Do you prefer to work alone, or in a group? Alone.
-How do you respond to criticism? I listen and am willing to learn. I am far too harsh on myself anyhow.
-What's your learning style? Do you learn better from visual demonstrations, from listening,or from experiences? Do you need to study something more to learn it or do you seem to just pick it up from the start? Are you better at more analytical studies (math and science) or memorization of facts (history, etc.)? I am a very visual person. I need to see it to believe it. However, I also learn from my experiences well. Most things I pick up pretty well from the start. Analytical studies.
-How artistic are you, and what sorts of art do you enjoy (music, painting, drawing, writing)? Very. I have to be able to show my thoughts, and I draw and sketch on anything and everything. I write out my thoughts in the forms of other characters. I enjoy drawing and writing, as well as good music to calm my nerves.
-Are you athletic? What sports do you enjoy, if any? I am not terribly athletic, but I enjoy swimming and running at my own leisure.
-How curious are you? Very. I get hurt from it sometimes.
-Do you feel the need to have a plan, or do you prefer to "go with the flow"? I tend to plan things out, down to the smallest details.
-When you have work to do, how do you pace yourself? (i.e. are you a procrastinator?) I procrastinate, but I hate myself for it.
-Are you organized, or more messy? It all depends on my mood. I can be either.
-Are you a highly focused individual, or are you more easily distracted? I am distracted easily.
-Do you prefer to keep things simple, or do you like lots of detail (clearly this RA is for the latter XD)? I love details. They make life an adventure, do they not?
-When something is out of place, how strong is your need to correct it? I am paranoid. Mostly when it is not my "something".
Emotional (thoughts, feelings, and reactions)
-What do you look for in a potential boyfriend or girlfriend? A good sense of humor, a strong sense of loyalty, and someone who knows where they want to be.
-How would you react to a boyfriend or girlfriend? Would you be obsessive, protective, clingy, detached? How would you show affection?Pretty loosely. However, I like to be able to keep up and keep a firm relationship.
-How do you react when you're angry at someone? Do you confront them directly or use your anger in other ways? (i.e. are you passive-aggressive)I burst. Whether it is visually or in my head, I do.
-How sensitive are you? Not very, but it depends on the subject.
-Are you a "touchy-feely" person? Yes.
-Are you very sure of yourself, or are you more prone to doubt? I doubt myself constantly.
-Do you hold grudges? How long? Would you seek revenge on your enemies, so to speak? Yes. For as long as I can. Less of revenge and more of a sense of anger.
-How important is forgiveness to you? Consider both others forgiving you and you forgiving others. I don't feel a need for others to ask forgiveness, but I feel a need to do so myself.
-How do you express your feelings? When you're sad, do you cry or bottle it up inside? Does talking with others help or do you like to deal with your feelings by yourself (or with your daemon)? I bottle it all up as long as possible. I prefer to deal with it alone.
-Do you have a temper? Are you quick to anger, or do you take things in stride? I'm quick to anger.
Personal (all other traits)
-Do you prefer to talk or to listen? Listen and talk, all in stride.
-Do you prefer to lead or to follow? Lead
-How protective are you? Are you more protective of people or things? Very. People. And animals.
-Are you more independent or dependent? Consider parents, friends, and strangers. Independent.
-How would you react to being in a strange place all by yourself? How about with your friends or your family? With either, I would probably dislike it, but it depends on the atmosphere.
-What time of day are you more active? Do you work best during certain times and play best during others? Nighttime. I work best after dark.
-Would you consider yourself more playful, or serious? Serious.
-How would you describe your sense of humor? Limited. I can't tell jokes. XD
-Is your appearance important to you? Eh. I like to look presentable, but I really don't give a **** what others think of me.
-How do you dress? Would you say that you have "fashion sense"? Are you a flashy dresser, or do you prefer to blend in with the crowd? I have good fashion sense, but a horrible wardrobe. X3
-Are you proud of your good qualities? Would you brag about them, or are you more modest? I tend to think of myself as modest, but that is something I could not tell you.
-Are you a "show-off"? No.
-How do you go about getting what you want? Are you manipulative, earnest, or driven? I am driven. I want to get it and I will do it myself. I don't rely on others.
-Can you pass up a bargain or a sale? Not if its something that honestly catches my eye.
-Do you tend to keep objects even when they've outlived their usefulness, just because you have trouble letting go? Yes.
-Do you collect or hoard things? Yes.
-How loyal are you to those you love? Very. <3
-When you have a belief, do you hold to it very strongly, or are you more likely to question it? I question things. Its in my nature.
-Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? Does it change depending on the situation? It changes.
-Do you prefer your environment to be clean or do you mind it being messy? It all depends on my mood. When I'm sullen, so are my surroundings.
-How are you and authority? Do you obey without question, challenge just for the sake of challenging, or do you let your moral compass be your guide? My "moral compass". Though I do like a challenge.
-Do you enjoy helping others? Or, do you need to be needed? When someone needs something from you, would you help willingly, enthusiasticly, or grudgingly? I enjoy helping people. It makes me feel like I've accomplished something. Willingly.
-When you're passionate about something, how long does it stick? Are you obsessed for a period of time only to become burned out? How long does that take? It sticks for a long time. Burning out takes years.
-What would you describe as the perfect day? A quiet day with a book, sketchpad, pencil, my dog, and a mountainside.
-How about the perfect vacation? See above.
-Do you like to keep secrets? Do you have a lot of "skeletons in your closet"? I hate keeping secrets. They burn at me from the inside, yet I have so many. :c
-Are you a worrier? How does worrying about things affect you? What sorts of things worry you more than others? I worry. A lot.
-How open are you to change? If you suddenly moved to an all new town, how would you react? I don't like change, but I accept it.
-Are you a picky eater? How about with other things? Do you like to try new things? I do not like to, but I will try new things.
-Are you subject to paranoia? No.
-Do you go to great lengths to protect yourself from danger, both actual and emotional? No.
-Do you feel very sure of yourself, or more insecure? Think in terms of your physical appearance, emotional vulnerability, relationships, or anything else you'd like to add. I am insecure, but I try my best not to be.
There we are. :3
And I think, Onyxtherum.
Onii. <33
