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[m i l k t e e t h]

Last night, I got stuck in a crowd full of people. It made me want to scream.

I hate it if I have even 4 people near me, I get really mad and yell and go crazy... I hate having Sever Depresstion..

Right?! Depression sucks! Last year, I told my mom how I felt, and you know what she said? To put it bluntly she replied;
"Yeah. I'd be sad if I didn't have friends too."
Nice, mom. >.>

[The Orphaner]

My mom dont have no friends, because everyone she meets, it goes all good untell they back stab her.

[Elric]

No, damn the people who hurt us, who try to hurt us, and damn the people who try to break down our isolation barriers.

[m i l k t e e t h]

Right?!
I try to make friends, but they always hurt me somehow, only one girl hasn't turned on me yet.
And I have a feeling she won't, she knows about my depression and suicidal thoughts.

[m i l k t e e t h]

I'm gone, gone, gone, gone...<3
http://youtu.be/iJKvH4dgfAc

[The Orphaner]

They do that because they think it will help them, but it will only let us destroy them.

Suicidal dreams and thoughts of mine are out of hand, I went to the doctor, and he said there are very few 12 year olds, me, that have so many thoughts and dreams like I do.
When I wash the dishes, and I pick up one of dad's knifes, I cant help to put it to my neck, but I think of my best friend Emma, and my poor, young little sister Kalista, she would last without me, so I put the knife down.

[m i l k t e e t h]

I'm only thirteen...

[1Way-1Day-1D]

...do i have to talk?

[Elric]

There's one person I trust who understands me completely, but even then, I keep a barrier up... And I completely understand that... There's an old rusted dagger in my utility room that I pick up and put to my throat every day, just to remember the metal feel, but I put it down because I remember this, though I question the word 'temporary's' definition in this: Problems are temporary, but suicide is permanent... I remind myself everything gets better and push myself on, no matter how badly I don't want to.. I hate everything though that I don't like... I wish it would all drown in the water... but then.. who would I be? I hate myself too... No sissy, you don't... I'm only thirteen too mom...

[The Orphaner]

Same here..... And I have cut other people, that's why I cant even LOOK at a knife..... Hehehe, now think of me hunting in a group with arrows.... And that's why I cant hunt at all.....


I'm feeling that in here Kara.